A Death Wish


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I was reading my email when I got an email that really got my
interest. It read as follows:

"Dear Masterhypnotist, I have really enjoyed your stories. I have a
problem that I would like your help with. I have always had a fantasy
of being raped and murdered. I have had many orgasms masturbating to
that fantasy. Lately I have found the fantasy is not enough. Could you
hypnotize me and have me live through my fantasy. I want to feel like
I was raped, strangled and died. I also want to be totally dominated.
I believe you could do that for me. Could you?" The telephone number
was included.

I called the number. A women answered. "This is Elise."

"Elise, this is Masterhypnotist. You sent me an email."

"Oh my God. I did. I never thought you would reply. Can you do it?

"Oh, I can do it, most of the time. Where are you?"

"I am in Chicago."

"I am in California, that makes it difficult."

"I could come to you."

"Lets talk first. Have you ever been hypnotized?"

"Yes, several years ago a stage hypnotist hypnotized me."

"What do you remember?"

"Actually, very little. My friends told me I acted silly on the stage,
but I don't remember. I just remember going on the stage. I don't even
remember going back to my table."

"What did your friends say you did?"

"I was told I was watching a funny movie and I laughed. I was asked
what I saw and I described a funny movie."

"Was there any sexual overtones to the hypnosis?"

"I don't think so. The hypnotist was a woman."

"Has anyone else ever tried to hypnotize you?"

"No, I don't think so."

"Have you ever been raped?"

There was a pause on the telephone. "I don't know. We can talk about
it if you try to help me."

"How old are you?"

"I am twenty two."

"If you came out, could you bring a friend. I would not be comfortable
alone with you."

"Oh, sure. I would like that."

"I'll call you back if I can arrange it."

This was really blind and I wanted to think about it. I spent the day
doing my normal things. Going to the office, reading mail, dictating,
reviewing files and directing my employees as to what they should do.
I kept coming back to the email women. My stories notwithstanding, I
hadn't practiced erotic hypnosis with anyone other than my wife in
over fifteen years. It would certainly be a change of pace.

"Elise, this is Mike. You know me as Masterhypnotist. If you can bring
a friend and if you will sign a release, I will probably be able to
fulfil your fantasy."

"How do we do it?"

"You fly into Los Angeles and stay at the Airport Hilton. I will meet
you at six o'clock at the hotel. We just have to clear the day."

"Can we do it August fifth?"

I looked at my calender. "That will work. If there is any problem,
email me. I am online almost all the time. When you get to the hotel
call my cell phone." I gave her the number.

I put the meeting out of my mind until August. After that I was very
anxious. Not much I could do about it. On August fifth I got a call on
my cell. "This is Elise. I am at the hotel."

"I will be there as soon as I can. No later than 6:30. I am six and a
half feet tall and I will be wearing a blue suit."

"I am five feet, two and I am wearing a pink cotton dress and my
friend is wearing shorts and a t-shirt. We'll meet up."

I got to the hotel at 6:15. I immediately saw a small attractive woman
in a pink dress. She came up to me. "Mike?"

"That's me. Have you eaten?"

"We ate on the plane. I'm not hungry. We can eat if you need to."

"I need to."

"Let me call my friend and she can join us."

"What is your friend's name?"

"Helene. Let me call her."

She went to the house phone and called. I suggested we go to the
buffet the hotel had. We sat down and talked, waiting for Helene.

"How do you know Helene?"

"We lived next door to each other for many years. We are almost like
sisters. We do everything together."

"You ducked my rape question. You have a fantasy about rape. We really
should talk about it."

"We will talk about it when we go to my room."

"I guess so. Have you ever discussed your fantasy with a therapist?"

"No. I wasn't comfortable doing that. Based on your stories I thought
you would understand better."

Just at that moment Helene joined us. "Mike, this is my very best
friend, Helene."

"Hi Helene. Do you both know everything about each other?"

"Oh, yes." In unison.

I found both women very attractive. They were girls to me. They both
had a very youthful air about them. During dinner I tried to get the
girls to talk to me about their dating. I got nowhere. That subject
was not on the table. We talked about the flight and how the wheather
in southern California was nicer than almost anywhere else in America.

After dinner Elise said, lets go to our room and get started."

She had taken a room on the fourteenth floor. Her friend, Helene, was
in shorts and t-shirt like Elise said. The friend was the same size as
Elise.

"Okay team, lets get started. First, I have this release I want you to
sign and Helene to witness."

I gave them the form. Elise signed it without reading and Helene
signed where it said witness.

"Helene, you are the chaperone. Elise, sit in the chair and let
yourself relax." Elise sat down. Helene, was lying on one of the beds
in the room. She had propped herself up with several pillows.

"Elise, let every muscle relax, every single muscle. Your neck, arms,
shoulders, every muscle. Relax your back and your legs. Your hands.
Your head is very heavy and is falling forward. Your eyes are closed
and you can't open them." Her eyes had already closed and she didn't
open them. I continued the mantra for several minutes. Then I tested
Elise's trance by checking her eyes and dropping her arms. She seemed
to be in a trance. I looked over at Helene. She was out. I decided to
let her sleep and see what happened.

"Elise, I will count to three and you will wake. When I say sleep,
your whole body will become limp and you will go into an even deeper
trance. One, two, three." They both opened their eyes and sat up.

"Sleep." They both closed their eyes and flopped backwards. I squeezed
Elise's right breast to see if I got a reaction. Since her fantasy was
to be raped, obviously she expected to be handled. But I felt I would
see a reaction if she was not really hypnotized. It was soft and felt
sexy. No reaction. I went over and did the same to Helene. Again, no
reaction. I was somewhat surprised about this development. I really
had thought the friend would be a chaperone. I had several plans on
how to deal with the various situations that could arise. None of them
would be needed.

"Helene, how do you feel?"

"Very relaxed, wonderful."

"Elise, how do you feel?"

"Wonderful."

"When I say wake, you will wake, when I say sleep, you will go into an
even deeper trance."

"Wake."

They both opened their eyes and sat up. "Helene, what do you think of
what's going on, so far."

"Not much, I haven't seen anything yet. When are you going to do your
hypnosis?"

"How about you, Elise?"

"I feel good, but I can't tell you what happened. Will I be a good
subject?"

"Yes, you will."

"Sleep." They both again collapsed.

"Elise, what do you want to happen?"

"I want to be totally controlled. I want to know what it would feel
like to have sex without my having to consent and I would like to know
what it feels like to die."

"How about you, Helene. Why are you here?"

"Elise and I have shared the same fantasy all our lives. I want the
same thing she wants."

What an interesting development. They hadn't read my release. It
contemplated that the witness might be hypnotized and released me from
any untoward consequences. Good luck on enforcing it.

"Both of you get undressed." Clearly they expected that command.

"Are both of you on birth control?" They both said yes. They quickly
undressed. Helene was not wearing a bra or panties. Elise was wearing
a front clasp bra. Very soon they were both naked. They were both
brunets with trimmed pussies. They both had firm breasts and no extra
fat.

"How long have you known each other?" This after they were naked.

"Helene and I have known each other all our lives. We live next door
to each other."

"Have you ever made love to each other?" They both blushed. They both
said no.

"Helene, go and put your finger in Elise's cunt."

She got off the bed and kneeled in front of Elise and put her finger
up her cunt. I could smell the musky smell coming from both of them. I
went up to Helene and felt her pussy. It was sopping. I felt Elise and
she was the same.

"Both of you girls get on the bed, next to each other, facing each
other. Have you seen each other naked?"

"Yes," in unison.

Did either of you find that erotic?

I expected that in a trance I would get honest answers.

"When ever I look at Helene naked I get wet. I love looking at her
breasts and her flat stomach."

"How about you, Helene?"

"I love looking at Elise's body. I have fantasized lying naked with
her, making love."

" Elise you touch Helene's tits and Helene you feel Elise's tits." I
used street language because I knew that would be more erotic to them.
They followed my instructions.

"From now on both of you will be under my absolute control. No matter
what it is, you will do it. You will call me Master and you will be my
slaves. Do you understand?"

Elise answered, "Yes, Master."

Helene also answered "Yes, Master."

"Helene, I want you to lick Elise's cunt and clit until she comes.
Elise I want you to do the same with Helene. I will tell you when to
stop. I want both of you to take the sixty nine position. With Elise
licking Helene and Helene licking Elise. Do it now." They took the
position and started licking. Soon they were both moaning and grinding
there cunts into the faces of their friend. Helene started to scream
and Elise bucked hard. They both had orgasms.

"Did you enjoy that, Elise?"

"God, yes. I have never felt like that."

"How about you Helene?"

"It felt wonderful."

I looked at their ripe young bodies and I must admit I felt lust for
them. Both of their breasts were firm with hard small nipples. They
had flat stomachs and round butts. Their legs were firm and round.
They looked almost like twins..

"Who should I rape first?"

Helene spoke up. "This is Elise's party, do her first."

I had brought a small bag with some gear with me. "Okay, Helene, I
will 'do' her first. I am going to restrain you so you won't try to
help her. Give me your arms?"

I handcuffed her hands behind her back and I cuffed her ankles,
feeling her cunt while I did that. I took out a sleeping mask and put
it over her eyes. "You will stay put until I am ready for you."

Elise was watching with wide eyes. "Elise, put your hands over your
head."

She did. I hand cuffed her hands. I took out two short pieces of rope
and tied her ankles to her calves. As I expected she was very limber.
Her eyes were getting wider, I felt her pussy and it was drenched. She
moaned when I touched her. I noticed there was a coat hanger on the
wall. I tested it for weight resistance. It felt like it could hold
Elise. I lifted her up and put her hands over the coat rack. She was
facing out.

As she hung there I mauled her breasts. She moaned as I roughed up her
breasts. Her musky odor was getting stronger. I put my hand down and
reached up her pussy. As I felt around she came on my hand. She bucked
against my hand and I felt her vaginal canal spasm on my hand. I
forced her mouth open and kissed her. She put her tongue in my mouth.

"Now, I am going to rape you and strangle you."

I took my clothes off. I was large and my cock is large. It was
already erect. She stared at it. First, I put it near her mouth. "Open
your mouth and take my cock."

She opened her mouth and I pushed my cock in. She licked and sucked
and it was warm, wet and almost set me off. I pulled out before I
came. I was still wondering how I was going to service Helene, at my
age. Certainly, I did not want to have to cum four times in one
evening.

I put my cock in her pussy as she hung. She had another orgasm when I
did that. She moaned loudly and I felt her on my penis. She was at a
heightened state. I pulled out and picked her off the hook. I put her
on the bed.

I turned her over with her forehead on the pillow and her ass in the
air. I pushed into her cunt and my penis was coated with her love
juices. I put two fingers in her ass hole. It was soft and warm. Elise
moaned. Elise, first I am going to rape your ass."

I pushed my cock into her asshole. It went in easier than I would have
thought. She pushed back against my cock. She liked it. I pumped for a
while, being careful not to shoot. She was moaning and shaking. I
think she was having another orgasm. I pulled out of her ass. I rolled
her onto her back. She was looking up at me with her very wide eyes.

I pulled out a noose I had brought with me. I showed it to her. I am
going to strangle you. I want to feel you die as I cum inside of you.
That is your fantasy, right?"

She shook her head, yes. Her wide eyes got even wider. "When did you
first start thinking of this fantasy?"

"I was eight and my father came into my bedroom and made me suck his
penis. He told me that he would kill me if I told on him. I started
fantasizing what that would be like. He continued to have sex with me
until he committed suicide three years ago. He left me a note and a
fortune. He had never told my mother who died a year before him. In
his note he said he was sorry."

"How did all that effect you?"

"I have trouble relating to men my age. They almost want me to take
control of our sex and that turns me off. I need to be controlled. I
have had one night stands. They were all nice young men who would
never be able to control me. I started reading your stories and I
thought that would work for me."

"What about my stories did you like?"

"I liked the way the women are always completely controlled and they
can't do anything about it. They don't have to worry about what they
are doing. You make their enjoyment involuntary. That was a huge
turnon for me. I also liked the way you allowed some of the women in
your stories to make love with other women without feeling guilty. I
didn't tell you, but I was hoping that would happen here."

"How did you get Helene involved?"

"My father was raping her too. He started when she was ten and we were
playing together. We would be together and he would do both of us. He
would make us stay and watch each other. He would tell us that he
would kill us and our mothers if we told anyone. In his note he told
me to take care of her. Her parents are divorced and they cannot help
her."

"If you are dead, what will happen to Helene?"

"I have set up a trust for her."

"Have you fantasized how Helene would die?"

"I imagined that my father would rape us both and then kill us. In my
fantasy, he kills Helene and makes me watch. Then he kills me."

"I guess if you are both dead it won't matter?"

"I guess not."

I again showed her the noose. "Should I kill Helene before I rape and
kill you?"

"No. No. That would deprive Helene of the rape. That is her fantasy
too. Do me first, then Helene."

I rubbed the noose against her face. She almost nuzzled it. I took the
noose and put it over her head and around her neck. I pulled it snugly
around her neck. I lifted her up, slightly, with the noose and her
face turned red. She started gasping for breath. I put her head back
down. I released her legs and spread them. She was dripping from her
cunt. I tied the noose to the head of the bed, leaving it taught on
her neck.

I pushed into her. She gasped as I pulled her body down, tightening
the noose.. She arched her back and bucked into me. I had cut off her
wind and she was gasping for air. I felt her spasm on my cock. The
asphyxiation was setting her off. Her eyes rolled up into her head and
she continued bucking against me. I came inside of her pushing her
forward with my body. That action released the pressure from the
noose.. She took a deep breath.

I whispered in her ear. "You are dead. You can't move a muscle or open
your eyes."

She collapsed and I spread her legs and the cum and juice dribbled out
of her vagina. Her legs were limp and spread. She certainly looked
raped and dead.

I took off Helene's mask. She gasped and stared at Elise. "Is she
dead?"

"Yes, and now it's your turn." She smiled.

"We have gone everywhere together. Do me."

"No, first, you do me."

I unlocked the leg irons and the handcuffs. I took her arms and pulled
them above her head. I locked the handcuffs and tied them to the top
of the bed. Elise was lying next to her. I took my penis and put it in
Helene's mouth. "Lick me clean."

She did and moaned as she did. I felt her pussy and it too was very
wet. I took her legs and folded them so they were touching her breast.
The nipples on her breasts were hard little buttons, like Elise. I
marveled, again, how similar the two girls were. I felt her wet cunt
and rubbed her clit. She squealed as I massaged her clit. Her hips
pushed against my hand. My hand was squirted on, by her love juices. I
jammed my prick into her cunt and pumped. I felt her throbbing vagina.
She was having another orgasm. I pulled out and pushed into her ass.
Like Elise it went in easier than I would have expected. It hit me
that the father probably assaulted the girls in the ass.

I kept that up until she came again. This time she thrashed around and
moaned loudly. I took the noose from around Elise's neck and showed it
to her. "I am now going to strangle you. I will cum as you die. She
again smiled."

I put the noose around her neck and tightened it. I pulled it tight
enough to limit her air. It would not kill her, but ought to scare
her. I then again jammed into her cunt. She gasped. Then she started
gasping for breath and bouncing her legs up and down. She was pushing
against me in time with my thrusts. She kept gasping for air. I kept
that up for almost ten minutes. I felt myself getting ready to cum and
I tightened the noose. She bucked harder and put her arms around me
and held on for dear life, even as she thought she was dying. I shot
into her as she came again, gasping and thrashing. Her tongue was
starting to protrude from her mouth when I released the noose.

She lay there and gasped for breath for several minutes. Finally, she
calmed down. "I am still alive. That's not fair." She started to cry.

"Both of you. Wake." They both sat up. Helene stared at Elise.

"Helene, what are you thinking?"

"I am very confused." She was sitting there with fluid oozing out of
her vagina.

"I feel like I just had wonderful sex and I have this feeling like
Elise and I should be dead. I don't understand."

"Sleep." They both collapsed again.

"When I wake you, you both will remember everything. We will talk
about it. You will not feel guilty and you will never again feel like
you want to be killed. Wake."

They both sat up and looked at me and each other. They both started to
cry. "What are you crying about?"

They spoke in unison. "We are happy."