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ܽchicken-man¥had¥decided¥that¥I¥was¥old¥enough¥to¥take¥care¥of¥–­–íí–­–myself¥and¥it¥was¥best¥for¥all¥of¥usìif¥I¥was¥out¥on¥my¥own.¥¥I¥–°–íí–°–was¥just¥seventeen¥years¥old¥and¥not¥even¥out¥of¥high¥school¥and¥íshe¥was¥kicking¥me¥out!¥¥I¥cried,¥but¥she¥said¥her¥mind¥was¥made¥–·–íí–·–up¥and¥she¥hung¥up¥the¥phone.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥ran¥into¥Betty's¥room¥and¥just¥laid¥down¥and¥cried.¥¥A¥–½–íí–½–little¥while¥later,¥Betty¥came¥in¥and¥sheìsaid¥her¥family¥had¥talked¥it¥over¥and¥decided¥that¥if¥I¥wanted¥to¥I¥could¥stay¥with¥–Å–íí–Å–them!¥¥I¥wasìstill¥real¥hurt¥by¥what¥my¥mom¥had¥done,¥but¥Betty¥–É–íí–É–telling¥me¥that¥made¥me¥feel¥a¥lot¥better.í¥¥¥¥¥So¥I¥moved¥in¥with¥Betty¥and¥her¥family.¥¥Nobody¥made¥a¥real¥–Ô–íí–Ô–big¥deal¥about¥it.¥¥The¥only¥realìhassle¥was¥when¥Tom¥took¥me¥to¥–Ù–íí–Ù–get¥my¥stuff¥and¥to¥have¥Mom¥sign¥a¥paper¥so¥if¥I¥got¥hurt¥or¥ísick,¥he¥could¥take¥me¥to¥the¥hospital.¥¥Tom¥kept¥on¥staring¥at¥–¶–íí–¶–chicken-man¥like¥he¥wanted¥to¥hitìhim.¥¥It¥would¥have¥been¥cool¥–Æ–íí–Æ–if¥he¥did,¥but¥he¥didn't.í¥¥¥¥¥It¥may¥sound¥kind¥of¥strange,¥but¥from¥the¥first¥day¥I¥never¥–â–íí–â–felt¥like¥I¥was¥a¥guest¥or¥I¥wasìimposing¥or¥anything.¥¥I¥just¥felt¥like¥one¥of¥the¥family.¥¥Betty¥and¥I¥started¥acting¥more¥–ð–í–ð–like¥sistersìthan¥friends.¥¥Sometimes¥we'd¥get¥mad¥at¥each¥other¥–ö–íí–ö–and¥fight,¥but¥we¥always¥agreed¥that¥Jimmyìwas¥really¥annoyingmost¥of¥the¥time.¥¥Margaret¥could¥be¥strict,¥but¥she¥was¥always¥–ú–í–ú–fair,¥evenìwhen¥she¥was¥feeling¥bad.¥¥Besides,¥if¥Margaret¥said¥–û–íí–û–no,¥you¥could¥always¥ask¥Tom.¥¥He¥usuallyìnever¥overruled¥her,¥–ý–íí–ý–but¥at¥least¥he'd¥always¥explain¥why.í¥¥¥¥¥They¥certainly¥didn't¥change¥the¥way¥they¥lived¥because¥of¥–ÿ–íí–ÿ–me.¥¥After¥dinner,¥if¥nobody¥wasìexpecting¥company,¥everybody¥–õ–íí–õ–usually¥put¥on¥pajamas¥or¥nightgowns¥and¥sat¥around¥in¥the¥living¥íroom¥to¥watch¥TV.¥¥At¥first,¥I¥guess¥for¥my¥benefit,¥Tom¥used¥to¥–Ê–íí–Ê–put¥on¥a¥robe¥as¥well,¥but¥heìstopped¥doing¥that¥after¥a¥while.¥–Á–íí–Á–There¥wasn't¥anything¥sexual¥about¥it,¥either.¥¥It¥was¥just¥a¥ífamily¥being¥comfortable¥with¥each¥other,¥and¥I¥was¥one¥of¥the¥–£–íí–£–family.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥learned¥a¥lot.¥¥I¥guess¥it's¥not¥good¥to¥say¥so,¥but¥the¥–´–íí–´–stuff¥Tom¥and¥Margaret¥taught¥meìmade¥a¥lot¥more¥sense¥than¥some¥–Ï–íí–Ï–of¥the¥stuff¥I¥learned¥at¥church.¥¥Tom¥didn't¥go¥to¥church,¥but¥íhe¥was¥real¥religious¥in¥his¥own¥way.¥¥Once¥we¥came¥home¥from¥–¬–íí–¬–church,¥talking¥about¥somethingìor¥other,¥and¥he¥said,¥"Don't¥do¥–©–íí–©–stuff¥just¥because¥somebody¥told¥you¥it's¥'right'.¥¥Everybody's¥ísmart¥enough¥to¥know¥what's¥right¥and¥what's¥wrong.¥¥Don't¥hurt¥–Ç–íí–Ç–other¥people¥and¥don't¥hurtìyourself¥--¥in¥that¥order."¥¥That¥made¥sense¥to¥me.í¥¥¥¥¥It¥also¥made¥sense¥to¥me¥what¥he¥said¥about¥homosexuality.¥–¨–íí–¨–Tom¥and¥Margaret¥had¥a¥lot¥ofìgay¥friends,¥but¥I¥didn't¥know¥that¥–ø–íí–ø–at¥first.¥¥Once¥a¥couple¥of¥guys¥named¥Ron¥and¥Kerry¥cameìover¥to¥see¥how¥Margaret¥was¥doing.¥¥I¥didn't¥think¥much¥about¥it¥until¥–±–íí–±–Betty¥started¥talking¥aboutìhow¥much¥fun¥she'd¥had¥at¥their¥20th¥–Ó–íí–Ó–anniversary¥party.í¥¥¥¥¥"Anniversary¥of¥what?",¥I¥asked.–«–í–«–í–µ–íí–µ–¥¥¥¥¥"Of¥their¥wedding,"¥Betty¥replied.í–¦–ííí–¦–¥¥¥¥¥"They¥both¥got¥married¥on¥the¥same¥day?"í¥¥¥¥¥Betty¥giggled.¥"Of¥course,¥silly!¥¥What¥do¥you¥think,¥that¥–ü–íí–ü–they'd¥get¥married¥to¥each¥other¥onìdifferent¥days?"í–Õ–ííí–Õ–¥¥¥¥¥"They're¥married¥to¥each¥other?!¥¥Eeuwh,¥that's¥gross!"í¥¥¥¥¥Betty¥looked¥at¥me¥as¥if¥I¥was¥from¥Mars.¥¥"Why¥is¥it¥–È–íí–È–gross?"í–¹–ííí–¹–¥¥¥¥¥"Because--¥¥Well,¥because--¥¥Well,¥it¥just¥is."í¥¥¥¥¥She¥just¥frowned¥and¥said,¥"I¥don't¥think¥it's¥gross;¥I¥–²–íí–²–think¥it's¥really¥sweet¥that¥two¥people¥careìabout¥each¥other¥so¥much¥that¥they'll¥stay¥together¥for¥twenty¥years¥even¥though¥some¥–Ë–íí–Ë–peopleìthink¥it's¥'gross'¥that¥they¥care¥about¥each¥other."¥¥Then¥–ç–íí–ç–she¥got¥up¥and¥walked¥out¥of¥the¥room.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥was¥confused.¥¥Homosexuality¥was¥wrong,¥wasn't¥it?–Ì–íí–Ì–í¥¥¥¥¥Tom¥had¥overheard¥the¥conversation,¥and¥he¥saw¥the¥confusion¥––íí––in¥my¥face.¥¥He¥said,ì"Remember¥what¥I¥said?¥¥Just¥because¥–®–Ü @-Æ(, ÜÜ @-Æ(, Ü–®–someone¥tells¥you¥something's¥wrong,¥it¥doesn't¥mean¥it'sÜ @-Æ(, Üwrong."í–‚–ííí–‚–¥¥¥¥¥"But¥everybody¥says¥homosexuality¥is¥wrong,"¥I¥said.í¥¥¥¥¥"No,¥dear,"¥he¥replied.¥¥"Only¥the¥people¥who¥don't¥–ƒ–íí–ƒ–understand¥it.¥¥They¥love¥each¥other.¥ìWhat's¥wrong¥with¥that?¥–æ–íí–æ–Are¥they¥hurting¥each¥other?¥¥Are¥they¥hurting¥themselves?"í–è–ííí–è–¥¥¥¥¥"It's¥unnatural."í¥¥¥¥¥"It's¥unnatural¥for¥someone¥to¥love¥someone¥else?¥¥It's¥not¥–ê–íí–ê–'unnatural'¥for¥me¥to¥love¥Margaretìor¥for¥Margaret¥to¥love¥me,¥–ë–íí–ë–is¥it?¥¥Why¥should¥it¥be¥okay¥for¥us¥but¥not¥them?"í–ì–ííí–ì–¥¥¥¥¥"I¥don't'¥know.¥¥It's¥just¥gross¥is¥all."í¥¥¥¥¥"Let¥me¥ask¥you¥a¥personal¥question,"¥Tom¥said.¥¥"Are¥you¥–„–íí–„–attracted¥to¥girls¥or¥to¥guys?"í–ñ–ííí–ñ–¥¥¥¥¥I¥almost¥blushed.¥¥"Guys,¥of¥course."í¥¥¥¥¥"And¥it'd¥be¥'gross',"¥Tom¥continued,¥"if¥you¥were¥attracted¥–ï–íí–ï–to¥girls,¥right?"í–Í–ííí–Í–¥¥¥¥¥"I¥guess,"¥I¥replied.í¥¥¥¥¥"And¥there's¥nothing¥'unnatural'¥about¥being¥attracted¥just–¯–¥–¯–to¥guys,¥right?"í–ô–ííí–ô–¥¥¥¥¥"Uh-huh."í¥¥¥¥¥"Kerry¥feels¥exactly¥the¥same¥way¥you¥do.¥¥If¥it's¥not¥okay¥–†–íí–†–for¥him,¥why¥should¥it¥be¥okay¥forìyou?¥¥And¥what¥difference¥–Þ–íí–Þ–should¥it¥make¥to¥anyone¥who¥you¥or¥he¥are¥attracted¥to?¥¥Don'tíanswer¥now.¥Just¥think¥about¥it¥and¥remember¥that¥it¥really¥–‡–íí–‡–doesn't¥matter¥who¥you¥love¥as¥long¥asìyou¥love,¥right?"í¥¥¥¥¥I¥thought¥about¥it,¥and¥I¥decided¥he¥was¥right.¥¥Why¥should¥–‹–íí–‹–it¥make¥any¥difference¥who¥anyoneìwas¥with?¥¥Ron¥and¥Kerry,¥once¥–Š–íí–Š–I¥got¥to¥know¥them,¥were¥really¥nice¥guys,¥and¥were¥just¥as¥ídevoted¥to¥each¥other¥as¥Tom¥and¥Margaret¥were.¥¥I¥learned¥–¾–íí–¾–something¥else¥about¥gay¥people,ìtoo.¥¥I¥was¥told¥that¥they¥used¥––íí––to¥watch¥Betty¥and¥Jimmy¥a¥lot¥when¥the¥kids¥were¥little,¥and¥if¥íthey¥ever¥tried¥to¥"enlist"¥Jimmy¥into¥the¥gay¥lifestyle¥(which¥–Ž–íí–Ž–I'd¥been¥told¥homosexuals¥tried¥toìdo),¥it¥sure¥didn't¥work.¥¥Not¥––íí––with¥those¥magazines¥I¥found¥in¥his¥room.í¥¥¥¥¥One¥afternoon¥Betty¥and¥I¥were¥cleaning¥the¥kitchen.¥¥Betty¥–“–íí–“–asked¥me¥to¥go¥see¥if¥there¥wereìany¥dirty¥dishes¥in¥Jimmy's¥–’–íí–’–room.¥¥I¥went¥in¥there¥and¥I¥found¥a¥glass¥under¥the¥bookcase¥íthat¥looked¥like¥it¥was¥a¥hotel¥for¥dust¥bunnies.¥¥So¥I¥rummaged¥–•–íí–•–around¥looking¥for¥more¥scienceìexperiments¥and¥that's¥when¥I¥–Ý–íí–Ý–found¥them.¥¥They¥were¥filled¥with¥pictures¥of¥big-breasted¥naked¥íwomen,¥most¥of¥them¥with¥their¥hands¥between¥their¥legs,¥or¥–˜–íí–˜–couples¥having¥sex.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥threw¥them¥back¥under¥the¥bed,¥took¥the¥dirty¥glass¥back¥–™–íí–™–into¥the¥kitchen¥and¥didn't¥sayìanything¥about¥it¥until¥that¥–›–íí–›–night,¥when¥Betty¥and¥I¥were¥in¥our¥room¥getting¥ready¥for¥bed.¥íShe¥laughed.¥¥"So¥they're¥in¥his¥room¥again,¥eh?¥¥It's¥so¥cute.¥–Ö–íí–Ö–He¥takes¥them¥from¥under¥Tom¥andìMom's¥bed¥and¥Tom¥takes¥them––¥––back,¥but¥somehow¥they¥always¥end¥up¥back¥in¥Jimmy's¥room."í¥¥¥¥¥My¥mouth¥dropped¥open.¥"You¥know¥about¥them?¥¥Tom¥knows¥–ž–íí–ž–about¥them?¥¥Those¥filthyìthings¥are¥Tom's?"í¥¥¥¥¥Betty¥frowned,¥just¥like¥she¥did¥when¥we¥were¥talking¥about¥–à–íí–à–Ron¥and¥Kerry.¥¥"There's¥nothingì'filthy'¥about¥them.¥¥They're¥all¥adult¥models¥who¥get¥paid¥well¥enough¥to¥just¥sit¥naked¥or¥––í––haveìsex.¥¥And¥there's¥nothing¥in¥them¥that's¥ugly¥or¥violent."í––ííí––¥¥¥¥¥"You've¥looked¥at¥them,¥too?"í¥¥¥¥¥"Oh,¥sure.¥¥They're¥kind¥of¥interesting.¥¥I¥guess¥guys¥don't¥––íí––fantasize¥as¥well¥as¥girls¥do¥whenìthey¥masturbate."í¥¥¥¥¥I¥couldn't¥believe¥what¥I¥was¥hearing.¥¥I¥thought¥this¥was¥––íí––the¥perfect¥family.¥¥What¥kind¥ofìstrange¥things¥were¥they¥into?¥––í¥¥¥¥¥––Betty¥looked¥at¥me¥sternly.¥¥"Are¥you¥trying¥to¥make¥me¥íbelieve¥you've¥never¥masturbated?¥¥C'mon,¥everybody¥masturbates.¥– –íí– –When¥you¥don't,¥you¥getìfrustrated¥and¥short-tempered.¥After¥a¥– –Ü @-Æ(, ÜÜ @-Æ(, Ü– –while,¥it'll¥get¥so¥bad¥that¥you'll¥fall¥for¥any¥good-lookingÜ @-Æ(, Üguy¥that¥comes¥along¥whether¥you¥really¥love¥him¥or¥not.¥¥I¥want¥to¥––íí––fall¥in¥love¥with¥my¥head¥andìnot¥my¥crotch.¥¥So,¥hey,¥if¥you¥––íí––hear¥me¥whimpering¥in¥bed¥some¥nights,¥you'll¥know¥what¥goingìon.¥––íí––Seriously,¥you've¥never?"í––ííí––¥¥¥¥¥I¥blushed¥deeply.¥¥"Uh,¥well,¥I,¥uh--".í¥¥¥¥¥Betty¥giggled¥at¥my¥discomfort.¥¥"It's¥nothing¥to¥be¥ashamed¥––íí––of,¥silly.¥¥I¥told¥you,¥everybodyìdoes¥it.¥¥They¥just¥don't¥talk¥––íí––about¥it.¥¥Especially¥guys.¥¥Those¥magazines¥go¥back¥and¥forth,¥í––í––but¥Tom¥has¥never¥once¥even¥mentioned¥it¥to¥Jimmy."í¥¥¥¥¥Suddenly¥I¥got¥the¥image¥in¥my¥head¥of¥Tom¥lying¥naked¥on¥––íí––his¥bed,¥his¥cock¥rising¥stiffly¥upìfrom¥his¥groin.¥¥I¥started¥––íí––feeling¥a¥tingling¥between¥my¥legs¥and¥my¥blush¥deepened.í¥¥¥¥¥"Anyway,¥I¥don't¥think¥much¥about¥it,"¥Betty¥concluded,¥––íí––"it's¥just¥a¥part¥of¥life.¥¥D'you¥mind¥ifìwe¥turned¥off¥the¥light?¥¥I¥got¥a¥test¥in¥the¥morning,¥and¥I've¥got¥to¥get¥some¥––íí––sleep."í¥¥¥¥¥I¥switched¥off¥the¥lamp,¥and¥lay¥in¥my¥bed,¥trying¥to¥get¥––íí––the¥image¥of¥Tom¥masturbating¥out¥ofìmy¥head.¥¥After¥a¥while,¥though,¥I¥heard¥Betty's¥sheets¥start¥rustling¥and¥her¥breathing¥–"–í–"–startedìgetting¥heavier.¥¥I¥knew¥what¥she¥was¥doing,¥and¥the¥–#–íí–#–thought¥of¥her¥getting¥herself¥off¥made¥myìpussy¥itch¥something¥–$–íí–$–awful.í¥¥¥¥¥The¥faster¥her¥breathing¥became,¥the¥clearer¥the¥image¥in¥my¥–&–íí–&–head¥was¥of¥Tom.¥¥I'd¥neverìthought¥about¥Tom¥in¥a¥sexual¥way¥–'–íí–'–before,¥but¥now¥I¥couldn't¥get¥him¥out¥of¥my¥mind.¥¥I¥thought¥íabout¥him¥making¥love¥to¥Margaret.¥¥I¥could¥see¥them¥together,¥–*–í–*–Tom¥lying¥atop¥her,¥Margaret'sìleg¥wrapped¥around¥his¥thrusting¥–+–íí–+–hips.¥¥My¥own¥breathing¥became¥short,¥and¥my¥hand¥wanderedìdown¥–,–íí–,–across¥my¥belly.í¥¥¥¥¥Then¥I¥thought¥about¥how¥sick¥Margaret¥was.¥¥It¥occurred¥to¥–.–íí–.–me¥that¥she¥probably¥wasn't¥wellìenough¥to¥make¥love.¥¥That¥was¥–/–íí–/–probably¥why¥Tom¥had¥those¥magazines.¥¥It¥made¥me¥sad¥toìthink¥of¥Tom¥lying¥with¥Margaret¥next¥to¥him¥but¥not¥being¥able¥to¥make¥–1–íí–1–love¥to¥her.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥imagined¥him¥alone¥in¥his¥bed¥masturbating,¥his¥cock¥–3–íí–3–thrusting¥into¥the¥empty¥air.¥¥Then¥Iìsaw¥myself¥lying¥down¥next¥–4–íí–4–to¥him¥and¥pulling¥him¥on¥top¥of¥me.¥¥I¥pressed¥the¥palm¥of¥my¥íagainst¥my¥stomach,¥pretending¥that¥it¥was¥his¥cock¥pushing¥down¥–6–íí–6–at¥me.¥I¥moved¥my¥hand¥lower,ìrunning¥my¥fingers¥through¥my¥pubic¥–7–íí–7–hair,¥then¥down¥along¥the¥lips¥of¥my¥pussy,¥as¥if¥his¥cockìwas¥poking¥itself¥into¥me.¥¥My¥fingers¥pushed¥into¥the¥slippery¥–9–íí–9–wetness,¥rubbing¥up¥and¥down,ìbrushing¥against¥my¥clitoris¥again¥–:–íí–:–and¥again.¥¥I¥imagined¥the¥fullness¥of¥him¥within¥me,¥and¥ísuddenly¥my¥breath¥caught¥in¥my¥throat¥as¥waves¥of¥pleasure¥–<–íí–<–washed¥over¥me.í¥¥¥¥¥As¥the¥waves¥subsided¥and¥my¥breathing¥came¥back¥to¥normal,¥–>–íí–>–I¥realized¥that¥I¥had¥no¥ideaìhow¥noisy¥I'd¥been.¥¥I¥guess¥I'd¥–?–íí–?–gotten¥loud¥enough,¥because¥I¥heard¥Betty¥whisper,¥"Mmm-hmn,"¥íunder¥her¥breath.¥¥I¥rolled¥over¥and¥fell¥asleep¥almost¥–A–íí–A–instantly.í¥¥¥¥¥The¥next¥six¥months¥was¥like¥I¥was¥in¥paradise.¥¥I¥went¥to¥–C–íí–C–school¥and¥was¥able¥to¥concentrateìon¥my¥studies¥and¥when¥I¥got¥home¥I¥didn't¥have¥to¥worry¥about¥if¥there'd¥be¥food¥in¥the¥–E–íí–E–house.¥¥Iìalways¥knew¥where¥my¥family¥was.¥¥Margaret¥was¥usually¥too¥sick¥to¥help¥around¥the¥house,¥butìthe¥rest¥of¥us¥shared¥the¥cooking¥and¥cleaning¥and¥laundry¥and¥stuff.¥¥It¥sounds¥like¥a¥–H–íí–H–typicalìfamily,¥but¥it¥was¥the¥first¥time¥I'd¥had¥that¥kind¥of¥life¥since¥my¥dad¥left.–J–í–J–í¥¥¥¥¥Most¥nights¥I'd¥dream¥about¥Tom.¥¥I¥couldn't¥help¥it.¥–L–íí–L–Usually,¥Tom¥would¥put¥his¥pajamas¥onìright¥after¥dinner.¥¥They¥really¥weren't¥much¥more¥than¥boxer¥shorts¥and¥a¥T-shirt.¥I'm¥–O–í–O–sure¥heìdidn't¥intend¥it,¥but¥it¥really¥showed¥off¥his¥body.¥I¥–P–íí–P–started¥wearing¥thinner¥and¥tighter¥nightgowns.¥ìNothing¥obscene,¥just¥sheer¥enough¥to¥make¥it¥obvious¥that¥I¥wasn't¥wearing¥a¥bra¥or¥panties.¥¥–W–¥ì¥¥¥–W–Sometimes¥I'd¥try¥to¥tease¥him¥by¥bending¥over¥so¥he'd¥have¥a¥clear¥view¥down¥the¥front¥of¥myìtop,¥or¥I'd¥stick¥my¥butt¥up¥in¥his¥direction.¥¥I¥never¥caught¥him¥staring¥at¥me,¥but¥I¥know¥I¥hadìsome¥effect¥because¥sometimes¥I¥saw¥a¥bit¥of¥a¥bulge¥–X–Ü 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ÜESPN.¥¥By¥the¥time¥bedtime¥came¥around,¥I¥was¥aching¥to¥turn¥the¥light¥off,¥get¥–Z–íí–Z–under¥the¥coversìand¥fantasize¥about¥him¥making¥love¥to¥me.¥¥I¥–[–íí–[–wondered¥if¥he¥ever¥fantasized¥about¥me.í¥¥¥¥¥It¥all¥came¥crashing¥down¥when¥Margaret¥died.¥¥She¥finally¥–]–íí–]–got¥too¥sick¥and¥had¥to¥go¥into¥theìhospital,¥and¥she¥left¥us¥a¥–^–íí–^–few¥days¥after¥that.¥¥It¥was¥a¥sad¥time,¥especially¥for¥Tom.¥He¥í–_–í–_–cried¥a¥lot.í¥¥¥¥¥That¥was¥bad¥enough,¥but¥then¥the¥worst¥happened.¥¥Betty¥and¥–a–íí–a–Jimmy¥weren't¥Tom's¥kids.¥ìWith¥Margaret¥gone,¥they'd¥have¥to¥go¥–c–íí–c–back¥to¥their¥father,¥who¥lived¥on¥the¥other¥side¥of¥theìcountry.¥í¥¥¥¥¥Tom¥tried¥to¥keep¥custody,¥but¥his¥lawyer¥said¥it¥probably¥–f–íí–f–wouldn't¥have¥worked.í¥¥¥¥¥Betty¥was¥sixteen¥and¥old¥enough¥to¥stay¥wherever¥she¥wanted¥–h–íí–h–to,¥but¥Jimmy¥was¥thirteen¥andìhe'd¥have¥to¥go¥back,¥so¥Betty¥–j–íí–j–decided¥it¥was¥better¥for¥Jimmy¥if¥she¥stayed¥with¥him.í¥¥¥¥¥Tom¥was¥shattered.¥¥His¥entire¥life¥was¥his¥family,¥and¥now¥–l–íí–l–it¥was¥gone.í¥¥¥¥¥The¥first¥night¥after¥he¥sent¥Betty¥and¥Jimmy¥back¥to¥their–o–¥–o–dad,¥it¥was¥just¥me¥and¥him¥alone¥inìthe¥house.¥¥Tom¥sat¥silent¥in¥front¥of¥the¥TV,¥drinking¥beer¥after¥beer.¥¥I'd¥never¥seen¥him¥–r–í–r–drinkìlike¥that¥and¥before¥long¥he¥passed¥out¥in¥the¥chair.¥¥When¥–s–íí–s–he¥started¥to¥snore,¥I¥woke¥him¥up¥andìhelped¥him¥out¥of¥the¥–t–íí–t–chair¥and¥into¥bed.í¥¥¥¥¥I¥held¥him¥steady¥as¥we¥staggered¥down¥the¥hallway¥to¥his¥–v–íí–v–bedroom.¥¥He¥wrapped¥his¥armìaround¥me¥for¥support,¥and¥his¥hand¥–w–íí–w–pressed¥against¥the¥side¥of¥my¥breast.¥¥It¥was¥all¥I¥could¥do¥to¥íkeep¥from¥moaning.¥¥I¥sat¥him¥on¥the¥edge¥of¥his¥bed¥and¥kneeled¥–y–íí–y–down¥in¥front¥of¥him,¥bendingìto¥take¥his¥slippers¥off.¥¥The¥way¥–z–íí–z–he¥was¥sitting,¥the¥opening¥in¥the¥front¥of¥his¥shorts¥was¥wide¥íopen¥and¥I¥could¥see¥just¥the¥base¥of¥his¥fleshy¥cock¥surrounded¥–|–íí–|–by¥his¥thick¥pubic¥hair.¥¥I¥lookedìup¥and¥saw¥his¥eyes¥peering¥glassily¥at¥my¥exposed¥breasts¥through¥the¥loose¥opening¥at¥the¥––í––top¥ofìmy¥nightgown.í¥¥¥¥¥"'Ur¥verr'¥pretty,¥know¥th't?",¥he¥slurred,¥putting¥his¥hand¥–ª–íí–ª–on¥my¥shoulder¥to¥keep¥from¥fallingìover.–­–í–­–í¥¥¥¥¥"Nm-hmm,"¥I¥said,¥my¥body¥shivering¥at¥his¥touch.¥¥As¥I¥–³–íí–³–straightened¥up¥to¥lift¥his¥legs,¥hisìhand¥slipped¥down¥along¥my¥–·–íí–·–breast¥and¥for¥a¥brief¥moment¥it¥stopped¥to¥press¥against¥the¥ístiff¥nipple¥before¥falling¥limp¥into¥his¥lap.¥¥He¥fell¥back¥onto¥–½–íí–½–the¥pillow¥and,¥even¥as¥I¥put¥his¥feetìon¥the¥bed¥and¥switched¥–Öíí–Öoff¥the¥light,¥he¥was¥out.í¥¥¥¥¥For¥a¥long¥while¥I¥just¥stayed¥there¥kneeling¥next¥to¥the¥–É–íí–É–bed,¥listening¥to¥his¥shallow¥breathing.¥ìThere¥he¥was¥in¥the¥darkness¥lying¥on¥his¥back,¥in¥the¥position¥I¥always¥imagined¥–Ú–íí–Ú–when¥Iìfantasized¥about¥him.¥¥Here¥I¥was¥in¥the¥darkness,¥burning¥–¶–íí–¶–with¥desire,¥aching¥to¥press¥myselfìagainst¥him.–Æ–í–Æ–í¥¥¥¥¥Without¥thinking,¥I¥reached¥out¥and¥pressed¥my¥hand¥against¥–â–íí–â–his¥hip,¥thrilling¥at¥the¥heat¥of¥hisìbody¥even¥through¥the¥thin¥–ã–íí–ã–fabric¥of¥his¥pajamas.¥¥I¥moved¥up¥under¥his¥pajama¥top¥to¥touch¥íthe¥warmth¥of¥the¥bare¥skin¥just¥above¥his¥belly.¥¥I¥gasped¥as¥I¥–ð–íí–ð–fondled¥him,¥his¥wiry¥hair¥sendingìsparks¥through¥me¥as¥they¥dug¥–ö–íí–ö–into¥my¥palm.¥¥Then¥I¥slid¥my¥hand¥down¥his¥belly¥and¥under¥the¥í–÷–í–÷–worn¥elastic¥of¥his¥shorts.í¥¥¥¥¥As¥my¥fingers¥slowly¥threaded¥through¥the¥thick¥hairs¥on¥his¥–ú–íí–ú–belly,¥his¥body¥began¥to¥react¥toìmy¥caresses,¥his¥breathing¥–û–íí–û–quickening.¥¥His¥hips¥began¥to¥faintly¥spasm¥up¥and¥down¥and¥his¥ífingers¥began¥to¥slightly¥twitch.¥¥With¥my¥other¥hand,¥I¥pressed¥–þ–íí–þ–his¥palm¥to¥my¥breast.¥¥I¥sighed¥asìhe¥rhythmically¥clenched¥at¥–ÿ–íí–ÿ–my¥soft¥flesh.í¥¥¥¥¥As¥my¥fingers¥crept¥toward¥the¥base¥of¥his¥penis,¥his¥–Ä–íí–Ä–movements¥became¥more¥distinct.¥¥Hisìbreath¥came¥faster,¥his¥hips¥–Ê–íí–Ê–were¥spasming¥deeper¥and¥his¥hand¥squeezed¥tighter¥against¥my¥íbreast.¥¥Finally¥I¥reach¥the¥soft¥flesh¥of¥his¥limp¥cock¥and¥I¥–¢–Ü 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