Coming Out Well, this was it, I was finally getting married. David is a good man, a real good man, and I knew he'd make a good husband. He wasn't exactly the smartest guy around, but he was sweet and a lot of fun to be with. He was also pretty good looking, or maybe just pretty. I guess that’s a good way of saying it. A little effeminate though, and that always seemed to bother him a bit. But I didn't really mind, I wasn't into those big hairy Neanderthal types anyway, with all that testosterone and stuff anyway. I was only 19 on our big day, David wasn't much older at 20, and we were both virgins. It was always important to me that I remained chaste until my wedding day. I enjoyed kissing and petting, but every time David had tried to get in my panties I put him off. It was hard sometimes, but I always thought it would make our wedding night so much more special. He was always understanding, if a little frustrated, and that endeared him to me all the more. I didn't have any family. My father had left us when I was very young and my mother had married another man that she’d met on the internet. She moved away soon after I'd graduated high school, on the very day I left for college, actually. He’d sent her a bus ticket and it was a strange goodbye because we were on the same bus until it got to Pullman, 4 hours later. That’s where the WSU campus is and where I’d eventually meet David. We'd never been very close anyway, mom and I. I'd sent her an invitation to the wedding of course, but it was too far for her to travel. But that was okay because David's family seemed to like me a lot, especially his dad. David's father, John, was a lot different than his youngest son. He was big and sort of looked like a lumberjack, at least to my mind. I hoped he wasn’t going to wear a flannel shirt to the wedding. Especially since he was giving me away! It made me wonder about David's two older brothers, since we hadn’t been introduced. He didn’t talk about them very much. He also had a twin sister. I hadn't met her yet either, which was strange, considering she was going to be my Maid of Honor! She lived on the coast though, in San Francisco, and couldn't make it until the day of the wedding. At least I knew her name though, Stephanie. David's mother was very nice to me also, her name is Denise, and I thought she was very beautiful with long blonde hair and bright blue eyes. David had definitely gotten his looks from her. We were getting married at David's house, well his parent’s house, David would be moving into my apartment until we could find something better for the two of us. I was in the spare bedroom upstairs, wearing just a white nylon slip and doing my makeup. Denise was helping me, but of course there were a lot of things going on and pretty soon the caterers needed her for something. She apologized and gave me a tired smile, and then hustled out of the room. I didn't mind though, I could use some time alone. I'd been terribly excited and nervous all week, and not just about the wedding. I'd been wondering what it would be like on my wedding night too. I rubbed my large firm breasts through the silky slip and felt my nipples hardening. I was pretty horny, having waited 19 long years to feel a man inside me. I couldn't wait and you must think I’m some kind of nymphomaniac, but it really started to feel good. I think it’s a tension thing, you know? Just as I was pushing a hand between my creamy thighs though, there was a knock at the door. It was David's father, John and he smiled as I opened it. I didn't realize at first that my hard nipples were plainly visible beneath my slip, and when I did all I could do was blush furiously and turn around. "That David's a lucky boy, Jenny." The man told me. He was tall and barrel chested, ruggedly handsome and definitely all man. Not like David's sweet innocent features at all. I smiled and thanked him bashfully, looking around self-consciously for my robe. He walked in, closing the door behind him. "I wanted to see if you needed anything. If you were okay up here by yourself." "Oh, yeah...John, I'm fine thanks." I found my robe and started putting it on. "Now I told you Jen, just call me Daddy, okay?" He smiled and walked over, helping me get the robe over my shoulders. "We're family now and I'd like to think of you as my little girl." I nodded. "Sure…uh, Daddy." I felt him very close to me, standing there in his tuxedo and smelling of sweet aftershave. I was feeling more tense than ever! I pulled my robe around me a little tighter. He rubbed my shoulders gently, standing close behind me and then I felt his hot breath in my ear. "A little girl like you should have a good strong Daddy, don't you think?" John liked to do this sometimes, but lately more and more as the big day drew closer. He’d find me alone in the kitchen or someplace, and touch me gently and whisper things. It always made me hot all over for some reason and it was happening again. "You're so beautiful Jenny. I can't wait to see you walking down that aisle in that pretty white gown." John slid his hands a little lower on my back and then rubbed forward under my arms. "Daddy I'm not...uh, I'm not sure we...I mean I should be getting ready, and..." I was trying to fend him off, not that I thought he was really trying to put a move on me. But I was afraid if he didn't stop I'd....I'd do what I wondered? My mind was a little confused and my body wasn't helping, getting all warm like it was. "Oh, we have time to get ready." He whispered and I felt his fingers grazing the swell of my firm breasts on either side. "They won't start without us, I promise." He was pulling my robe open again, slowly, and his heat seemed to surround me. "John...Daddy, please I..." I was breathing hard and I gasped when I felt his hands finally found my breasts. "Shhh..." John said gently, his fingers played over my throbbing nipples and the thin material of my slip was precious little protection. "You need something, don't you little girl?" "Noooo...no...oh please!" I had my eyes closed and my knees were weak as he squeezed my aching breasts. "I...can't...Daddy..." I was whispering and a little part of me wondered why I wasn’t screaming! I felt the bulge of his hard penis then, pressing against my heart shaped butt from behind and he rocked his hips a little, pulling me back harder. "Yes you can little girl, I know how bad you need it." He kissed my neck and I shivered involuntarily. "I...I..." I was panting now and my tummy was doing little flip-flops. Everything felt so good right then, but I was getting married in less than two hours! My husband was down the hallway getting ready for me and I loved him! Just then I was saved finally as there was another knock at the door. John gave a little sigh and reluctantly let me go. He gave my breasts one last squeeze and I felt my face burning as he looked at me. I felt so embarrassed, knowing inside how close I'd come to betraying my husband to be. John walked over and opened the door, it was Denise and she smiled at her husband as she walked in. "How's our little girl?" She said, patting her husband on his chest. "You're not spoiling her already, are you John?" "I'm trying." He laughed and kissed her on the cheek, then gave me a wink. "I'll go check on David." He said closing the door behind him. "Jenny!" Denise walked over, pushing me down in the chair. "You have to get your face done, girl! My goodness, time is flying." She started putting on my eye-shadow for me. "That John," she smiled at me in the mirror, "he just loves you so much Jen. And I can see why too, you're so pretty. You'll have to watch out for him." "What do you mean?" I asked, but I already knew I'd have to be careful around my father-in-law from now on. He’d made it pretty obvious what he wanted, I was just terrified Denise would find out. "Well, I gave up trying to rein him in long ago." She said, still doing my eyes. "He's a handsome man and he has....needs. You know? And lord knows I try to keep him happy, but I know a little girl like you..." She sighed. "You're just his type." "Just his…type?" I was trying to understand why she was telling me this. "Young, blonde...beautiful." She penciled my eyebrows just a touch. "Not that I'd mind if something...happened...between you two." "What?" I asked certain that I'd heard her wrong. "Well, that's why I told David he just had to get you for a girlfriend!" Denis laughed. "He didn't really want to, but he did it didn't he?" "You...told David...?" I was very confused now. "And when John saw you, he told David he had to marry you, 'Don't take no for an answer boy!' and well..." She'd done a fair impression of her husband's deep voice. "David doesn't...love me?" I felt myself getting dizzy. "Of course he does, hey now! David loves you very much! He's just...inexperienced with girls. It took a lot of pushing to get him to pop the question!" "But then he..." "Knows, yeah...David knows that John is just dying to get in your little panties." Denis started rouging my cheeks. "John doesn't make a secret of it. His brothers want some too, so you might be a busy girl tonight!" Denise giggled. "Tonight? But...David..." "Oh, don't you worry about David." She waved her hand. "What about what I want?" I asked, looking at her wide-eyed. Who were these people I wondered. What kind of sick whack-o family was this? "What you want? Well of course, that's the most important thing, Jenny. John hasn't forced you has he?" Denise stared at me with concern. "Well...no...but..." "See? He loves you, we all do...None of us would ever hurt you, or make you do what you don't want to do!" She smiled and nodded as if agreeing with herself. I felt like I'd fallen down a long deep and dark hole. "There!" Denis had finished. "We'll put on your lipstick later; we don't want to smear it." "Smear it?" I looked at the woman confused. "You can come back in, John." Denise called and the door opened and her husband walked back in. "Wha…?" I couldn’t even get the word out. "Did you have your little 'girl talk' with her?" John chuckled. "Yes I did and you have to remember John, Jenny has needs too!" She had her hands on her hips. "Well of course she does!" John nodded seriously and he gave me a wink. I reddened terribly at that and my heart was pounding! There was something dreadfully wrong here! I was ninety minutes away from the biggest moment of my young life and I was talking to my imminent in-laws about my…needs? I felt dizzy! "Are you alright dear?" Denise hurried to my side and put her arm around my waist. "I just…I just feel dizzy!" I shook my head, looking from Denise to her husband and then to the open doorway behind them. "I…I want to see David!" I pushed away from Denise and John caught me by the arm. "Ohhh….I don't know if that's a good idea, Jen." He kind of gritted his teeth. "Uh…bad luck, you know?" I stared at him. Bad luck? Was that a joke? I blinked and went past him, he didn't try to stop me and I ran down the hallway to the room David was using and turned the knob, rushing inside for his understanding and protection. "Wha…?" I found myself saying that a lot and it was getting on my nerves! David, my fiancé was on the floor, on his hands and knees in a wedding dress like mine! And two men were…doing things to him! I mean one had his penis in David's mouth and the other one had his penis in David's butt! And not only that, but they looked an awful lot like John…except younger. "Hey there!" The one in my boyfriend's mouth looked at me and waved. "You must be…UGH!...Jenny!" The one sodomizing my poor fiancé gave me a smile! They were both wearing tuxedos and all I could think of was that blue cummerbunds didn't go with pink carnations! I must have passed out something because it seemed like I woke up feeling very much like that girl in the Wizard of Oz…No, not that one. The one that had the house land on her head. I didn't remember passing out though, I was just suddenly in a bed and someone was rubbing my face with something soft and cool and I looked up and I said… "What happened to your hair, David?" Because it was very long now and then I noticed the eye shadow and the lipstick and the rouged cheeks…Oh my God! I sat up so fast we almost bumped heads! "Hey, slow down…!" He giggled and it sounded exactly like a girl's. "You fainted…not that I blame you!" He rolled his eyes. "Quite a shock huh? I guess if you have to meet Matt and Jack, that's not a bad way though. Sort of breaks the ice." He giggled again and I thought I was going to be sick. "Matt? Jack?" I shrank back into my pillow. "Yeah, they do anything with less than 6 legs, so…" He tilted his head and smiled. "You…uh…I mean that wasn't your sheep in the back yard was it?" "Sheep?" I closed my eyes. Please…Please…Please God…Let me pass out again! "That was a joke!" He giggled again. "Sorry…um, I guess the marriage is off?" "You guess?" I whispered, then louder. "You guess? You were doing that…that…thing! While your dad was trying to meet my needs and your mother…she…she…told me not to smear my lipstick!" He didn't say anything. "What the fuck do you think, David?" I stared at him and sort of blushed a little when I realized I'd been yelling. "I think I'm not David…" He gave me a funny look. "I'm Stephanie. It's nice to meet you." "Oh." I did blush then. "It's okay, I mean…he does look good in a dress, I know…" She shrugged. "I…I don't want to hear it." I sighed. "Twins." "Yeah." She giggled. "I think we were a little mixed up in the womb though…maybe mom took one too many rides on ol' faithful, I don't know." "Ol' faithful?" I looked at her. "Well, that's what Daddy calls it." She rolled her eyes. "Personally I call it public enemy number one!" That almost made me smile. "You…you're really a girl?" I had to ask, I mean she looked just like David, I mean…sort of. "Yeah." She smiled. "Wanna see?" She was wearing the Maid of Honor gown, pink and white, silk and lace. She started pulling the hem upwards. "No! Uh…No, I believe you." I fell back onto the pillows. "I can't marry your brother, Stephanie." I bit my lip. "He was…" "Yeah, I know…" She pursed her lips and reached over to the nightstand, picking up a glass of juice, or something. "He's queer. Try not to think about it, here, sit up and drink this. It's good, it'll help you relax a little." I wasn't sure I was thirsty, but the woman left me little choice. I really just wanted to get away, call off this whole charade and move to someplace where no one would know anything about me or David, or David's weird family. "Mmm…" I drank half the glass. "It's sweet." It was orange juice, and about the sweetest orange juice I'd ever tasted. "It's fresh too. Drink it all." Stephanie smiled and tilted the glass a little so I'd finish it. "There you go." She took the glass back from me, setting it down and looking at her watch. "Just an hour to go." She shrugged. "Everybody should almost be here by now." "I can't marry him." I sighed. "He was doing…that." "With his own brothers too." Stephanie was nodding and I felt a little light headed suddenly. "Daddy too, sometimes." "Did you ever…" My voice faltered and my body flushed. "Did I ever mmm-hmm with my Daddy?" She grinned. "No, he tried once and I kicked him so hard he spent a week apologizing." "Really?" I stared at her. She couldn't have been more than 5'5" and 110lbs, I could tell she was a girl now that I really started noticing her. Her face was surprisingly similar to David's though, that was what had confused me. "Yep, it's true." She laughed. "One thing about men, you let 'em know right off who's in charge and they change their whole attitude real quick!" "Oh." I didn't know what else to say to that. Mostly because my head was spinning a little. "Well, I'm a lesbian anyway, so they probably figure they'll catch something if they try to do anything with me." "Y-You're a lesbian." I looked at her a little shocked. I mean I knew there were one or two out there, but I never thought I'd meet one. "Loud and proud!" She nodded happily. "How about you?" "How about me…what?" I blinked. "Lesbian?" She licked her lips. "Do you ever watch reruns of Will and Grace?" "Uh, sometimes." "Do you like Xena?" "Yeah." I admitted. It was my favorite show when I was in high-school. "How about boobs…you uh, you ever check out the other girls in the locker room at school?" I gasped. "Well…everyone does that!" "Did you ever have a crush on another girl?" I thought of Miss Friendly, my 8th grade gymnastics coach. "She um, she looked sort of like a man." I swallowed nervously. "Big thighs…and…a mustache…" "Uh-huh!" Stephanie laughed. "And let's see…you're a 19 year old virgin, your fiancé is gay, and you're wondering what it would be like to kiss me." I frowned slightly. She'd been right about everything! "Am I…lesbian?" I pressed my hand to my forehead, wondering if it was really hot in that room suddenly, or just me. "Oh yeah." Stephanie told me seriously. "You got it bad!" "I do?" I felt suddenly very weak and my voice was barely there. She nodded. "There's only two things you can do, girlfriend." "Wha…" "You can let me slide right up there and feed you my pussy…" She arched her eyebrows and licked her lips. "Or…" "Or?" I stared at her. "Or I can ask Daddy to see if he can't cure of your rampant lesbianism." "Cure me…??" "Yeah, I mean it's a common thing among girls who wait too long to break their cherries. I don't know how many of my friends wouldn't be the pride marching lesbians they are today if they'd just spread their legs a little wider when they were younger!" "R-Really?" I bit my thumbnail. "So…if uh…if I let John…er, Daddy…break my…cherry." I shut my eyes tightly, trying to think straight. "I won't uh…I won't be a lesbian anymore?" "Well…you won't be a virgin anymore! That's for sure!" She giggled. "You should see that thing! But curing lesbianism…mmm….that's a toughie, you know. You'd need to uh, well…you'd need to get regular injections, you know? Like booster shots!" She smiled as if that explained everything. "Oh!" I shuddered! But the idea of a really big uh…thing…did sound sort of…nice and my nipples were itching. My pussy too and I was suddenly all too aware of it. "Would I still uh…have to marry um…you know…David?" "Well, yeah." Stephanie admitted. "But that's a small price to pay for getting cured of being a lesbian isn't it? I mean if you're a lesbian, gee whiz…you have to get like 50 piercings and that's just below the waist!" "Wha…" "And if you want babies someday…forget it!" She clucked her tongue. "You'll never find another lesbian who wants one too!" "Oh." I shivered. "But now a nice long thick hard cock…" She nodded appreciatively. "A real red blooded heterosexual woman wouldn't ever say no to one of those, not even from her father-in-law! Especially not from her Daddy!" "I never…" I hugged my pillow a little because the room was spinning slowly around me. "My Daddy left us when I was a baby." "That's why you have this problem now!" Stephanie frowned. "Raised by your mother…" She paused and leaned close. "Did she ever uh…touch you?" "Sometimes." I said, before I could really think about it. She'd never fondled me or anything…but touching…yeah. "I thought so!" Stephanie sighed. "Probably skinned cucumbers while you two watched Xena together, huh?" "Uh…" She might have, I couldn't remember. "Lots of meatballs in your spaghetti too I bet." We nodded together. "Just feeding you those latent lesbian man-hating desires. I've seen it before." I felt myself starting to panic and I couldn't breathe. I didn't want to be a lesbian! I couldn't be a lesbian! I tried to conjure up images of that penis I'd seen by accident on mom's computer once, but all I could see were…breasts! All the breasts of all my friends when I was in school! They were big and small and firm and puffy and some had big hard brown nipples and some had soft little bubble gum nipples and I…Oh! "Please! Stephanie! You…you've got to help me! I…I need to be cured! Just…Just get your Daddy for me! Please! I'll do anything see…" I spread my legs really wide. "See I'm ready I…I need a penis, Stephanie!" "Weeeeell…" She looked at my spread legs. "I don't know…" "Please?" I was practically begging! "Okay." She patted my thigh. "We'll try it…but if it doesn't work…" She smiled at me. "You're going to be eating camel toe for dinner!" I didn't know what that was, but I was pretty sure I didn't want it! I was breathing hard as she left the room and I just told myself I had to like it. I really had to like it because if I didn't… "I don't want to move to California!" I screamed! "Huh?" John poked his head through the door. "Daddy! Oh Daddy!" I smiled and nodded. "You have to save me!" "Hey now!" He chuckled. "Slow down, Jen. I'll save you! But…well, I can't be doin it if you aren't going to marry my son. I mean, that just wouldn't be fair to Denise…cheating on her like that." "Cheating?" I stared at the man. "You mean…if I'm your…daughter it's not…cheating?" "Of course not!" He laughed at me. "That's just a little family love!" "Then…then…Daddy…I'll marry David, but you have to cure me!" I nodded, licking my lips. If this was what it took to be hetero, I'd do it! "Mmm…why don't you come crawling right over here then and see what Daddy brought you!" He stood there and I slipped off the bed, crawling like a kitten across the carpet in my slip. "That's it Jen, good girl…" I felt my body getting all warm again and I wondered if that was a good thing, or a bad sign. I have to want it, I told myself, I had to want that penis or I was forever doomed to a life of marching on state capitals! "Like this Daddy?" I crawled until I was between his legs, reaching out with delicate trembling hands to rub his strong muscular thighs through his trousers. "Uh-hmmm…that's it…reach on up there and see what's hiding…" He prompted and I felt my heart doing a little pitter-patter. "Oh my!" I gave a little gasp as my fingers brushed across the huge lump in his pants. "What's in there?" I asked, looking up at him. "What's it feel like?" He grinned at me. "Uh…" I used both hands, feeling like a blind girl trying to sort out an elephant. "I don't know…but it's um…big!" I giggled a little nervously and I felt a little blush come over my face. "Take it out…Go on, Jen. It won't bite! I promise!" He was smiling down at me expectantly and I had my mouth open, y tongue sticking out like a little child as I unzipped the man's trousers, reaching inside with just a little bit of trepidation. Oh God! Please…please let me love this big penis! I'll never ask for anything again in my whole life! I swear, God! Just please…please let me like it so much I'll forget all about cucumbers and camel toes! "Yikes!" I jerked my hand back. Whatever was in there was big and hard and hot and… "It's alive!" I stared up at John's face and he was laughing. "Course it's alive! He just wants to shake hands with you…go on!" He dipped his handsome face, urging me. "Go on Jen…" I reached inside again, into that humid darkness, finding my hand suddenly full of humongous man penis! I pulled him out, sort of awkwardly and John flexed his knees a little, making a bit of a face. "Easy girl!" But he let out a little sigh when his full manhood was standing straight out at attention. "Oh my God!" I said under my breath. "It's really…big, Daddy!" All I could do was stare at it! I didn't feel love, particularly, more like…fear! But at the same time my whole body was burning up from the inside and I felt that familiar pleasant itching sensation growing between my thighs. "That's cause it likes you Jenny….Why don't you give it a little kiss. Just to say hello to your new Master." "M-M-Master?" I licked my lips. "That right little girl, this bad boy is going to rule your life!" He put a big hand on the back of my head and pulled me closer. "Now wrap those little lips of yours around it and you'll be all normal again…" And then I woke up. Screaming. "Jen…Jenny, wake up!" Someone was shaking me and I blinked at the light from the lamp near the bed. "Jen…" "Wha…Am I normal again?" I looked around in confusion and gradually the familiar shapes and colors of my room came into focus. "Hey, you were having a bad dream." "Steph?" I looked at her, looking tired and concerned and smiling just a little with her long brown hair all tangled from the pillows. "Oh God, I had a nightmare! It was so real!" She was sitting up and she lay back down, putting her arms around me, pulling me to her so she could kiss my forehead. I felt her warm body on mine under the sheets, her breasts pressing to mine as she moved her thigh between my legs, sliding it up to rub my sex slowly while her hand drifted down to my ass, pulling me against her. "Tell me about it." She said softly. "It was you and your family, I guess." I was catching my breath and my heart was still going fast. "I was getting married to your brother, but he was gay and you were trying to cure me of being a lesbian and…" "My brother huh?" Stephanie giggled. "Except he wasn't your brother, he was David, but in my dream he was your brother and he was wearing a dress…" "He should wear a dress, might do him some good." Steph said. David was a guy I'd met in college and he'd spent a lot of time trying to convince me I wasn't gay. Stephanie hadn't liked him very much at all. Neither had I, for that matter. "It was so real though! And in my dream I didn't have any parents." I frowned, wondering what that meant. "So your dad was like this lumberjack guy and your mom…" Stephanie was smiling, listening as I told her everything I could remember, all in a rush before I'd forget it. It made very little sense. "Maybe we should skip the trip." Stephanie's nipples were hard, pressing into my skin and she was moving so they would find mine. "We can go some other time." "No…" I licked my lips. "We need to tell them. I need to tell them." I looked into her blue eyes. "I love you." "I love you too." She kissed me then, her sweet pink tongue slipping between my lips and I tickled it with my own. My pussy was humid and growing wetter as I rocked my hips, grinding myself against her thigh. I could feel her fingers digging into my ass, urging me on and we were both breathing hard when our kiss finally broke for a moment. "They'll understand, right?" I asked, searching her face. "It's your family, Jen. But coming out is always hard, even when they're cool. My folks were great, but I still cried." She offered me a sympathetic smile. "I used to dream I was ice skating, like flying almost, but then the ice would break and I'd wake up feeling cold and wet and unable to breathe." "Did they go away?" I asked, needing to know. "Yeah." She smiled. "After I told them, the dreams went away." "I can't believe you were trying to talk me into having sex with your dad." I laughed, taking a deep breath and feeling better. "Now that's a nightmare!" Stephanie agreed with a giggle. She kissed down my neck, sliding her body further under the covers and working her way to my breasts. I sighed as I felt her hand replacing her thigh, Stephanie's knowing fingers tracing the swollen contours of my sex, touching me in all the right places, making me gasp and thrust my hips. She took my left nipple in her mouth, kissing it first, and then sucking it harder, using her tongue to light a fire in my flesh. "But how did you know my brother is a cross-dresser?" Steph asked, pulling her mouth away briefly even as she split my labia with her finger, making me bite my lip. "Huh?" I blinked, pulling the sheet down so I could see her looking at me. "He is?" "No." Stephanie laughed. "Oh, you're bad!" I laughed too, turning my body so I could straddle hers, sliding upward while Steph moved to lie on her back. I brought my sex to her mouth, Stephanie's arms curling around my spread thighs, stroking and hugging me as her long wet tongue reached up to find my pussy. I played with her hair, soft and disheveled and silky beneath my fingers, closing my eyes and moving my hips slowly. She was so good for me, kissing my sex, pushing her tongue inside me. I didn't know if I could cum, my thoughts were torn between what Stephanie was doing and the anticipation of bringing her home to meet my family. Or the dread of it more like, but I was coming out with them, finally and forever after living the really big lie far too long. I didn't know what they'd say or how they'd act, but even if it was bad I'd still have Steph. And nothing could be as bad as that dream I'd had, could it?