This story is for those virgins out there who want to loose their virginity for the wrong reasons. We met when I was 18 and he was 22. I was entering my first year in college and he finishing up his last year. We went out for a couple of dates then I decided to break it off. He was my first boyfriend and I did not know how to balance my first year in college with loads of readings and studying. To my surprise, he called me up to tell me he still wanted to drive me to school. As winter quarter came to and end, I started to rekindle my feelings for him because he through autumn and winter quarter, he was a kind friend to me. Finals, week past and I asked him if he wanted to go canoeing with me, and he took me out to the lake and we canoed for 4 hours. During spring break, I had this urge to call him but didn't have the guts(remember, I never really had a boyfriend b4). I took a bike ride around the neighborhood and found myself infront of his house. I got enough courage to ring his door bell. He invited me in to watch TV then he kissed me(my first kiss at 19). A week later when he drove me home, we stopped by his house and he asked me if I would like to come in for a while. I accepted. I sat on the sofa while he went to get us drinks(water). He then sat next to me and placed his arms around me. He then turned me to face him and started to kiss me. I was holding his hand near our face when he slowly slipped it out of my hands and under my shirt to start fondling with my breats. I got scared and told him to stop. A few minutes later, he started to kiss me again and his hands on my breats. This time I did not resist. He carried me into his room and started to undress me. He then kissed my body. He told me that I was the very first girl he had ever seen naked and I would be his first time. He asked me if I could stimulate his penis by stroking it, and I nervously did it(feeling that it was hardening). He told me that I was driving him crazy and asked my permission if he could enter me. I agreed. He tried to push himself into me but could not. So we agreed to wait until we had protection. A few days later as we were watching TV, he started to to place his hands on my breasts and stimulating them. It felt really nice. He brough out a pack of condoms and ask if we could try it again. He started to undress me and prepare me for his entrance. But he did not get far b/c of the trememdous pain I felt. He was not able to enter me at all until the 4th or 5th time. When he did, it was painful yet plesant. After he came, which was a few seconds after he entered me. We talked about it it afterwards, our feelings, etc. We've are still together, engaged to be exact. Sometimes he and I regret that we did not wait, but it's something we can not take back. I LOVE YOU MY FIRST N ONLY LOVE!!! =))