Paradigm Shift --------------------- I came while lodged deep in Jamie's welcoming birth canal. As often happened, we were kissing deeply following foreplay and intercourse when I spontaneously began to orgasm. It wasn't the long pussy eating that had made me cum, nor the athletic fucking. It was when we were kissing as lovers, sharing the intimacy of tongues intertwined, bodies pressed together, and inter-locked as man and woman. She held me tightly, moaning as I throbbed. My cock pulsed over and over while I ejaculated semen into her womb. Usually when we enjoy "lover's orgasms" I drain my entire supply of semen into her, and this was no exception. There was something about cumming while lovemaking--as opposed to mere fucking for pleasure--that triggers a long and hard orgasm. Eventually, I fell limp. My arms collapsed from the support they were providing, and my entire weight was resting on her. I breathed deeply into her ear and hair and neck, feeling my body calming. I was sweaty from the long fucking and I could feel that too. Experiencing post-coital relaxation is a pleasure in itself. We both loved the intimacy of that moment. We both felt complete. Because I had been erect for a long time, from before I began licking and sucking her en route to fucking her, my cock took a while to deflate. Consequently, I was able to kiss her and whisper words of love before I felt myself pop out of her juicy hole. We smiled at each other and I kissed her once more before sliding down to bring her one last orgasm. I moved without delay, because I knew she would quickly leak out all the creampie we'd made. Before I pushed into her with my cock, my fingers had been in her for some time, rubbing her g-spot even as my mouth sucked her clit and my lips pulled on her lips. Her pussy had dilated and wettened so that three fingers were easily inside her. My cock had made her further sloppy, so that I now saw that her sex was gaping open. And yes, a huge oyster of creampie was about to slide out and be lost on the bedsheets. My tongue rapidly captured it, and I briefly considered holding it in my mouth to give to her as a creamball. But I am a greedy bastard, and swallowed it down. I could feel the large creamy dollop as it cleared my tonsils and slid down my throat. Then, I plunged my tongue into her wet cave in search of more. "Oh!" she exclaimed, "that feels so good!" Her hands briefly pulled at my hair before they moved to her breasts. She was pinching her nipples before I could reply, "It tastes so good too!" Her hips began to undulate, sliding against my tongue and chin as I used my expertise to explore for the creampie I desired. "You just love it," she stated. "I do love it," I said. I could tell she was working into a strong and nasty orgasm, which was a bit different. Usually nastiness was reserved for foreplay and sometimes hard fucking. Rarely was she so dirty when we made love and even less rarely when I was cleaning up her cum-filled pussy. At those times, she tended to calm down to a strong and pleasant orgasm that would start her workday right. But now she evidently was feeling nasty. "You love eating cum, you slut!" The way she said 'slut' touched me inside, stroking my taboo sensor. In foreplay, pressing my buttons resulted in instant erection and prepared me for hot sex. Now, when I was so recently sated, her words pushed a mental switch but not the physical one. I was hot, but destined to feel frustration like a male toy should. "I do," I agreed, shoving my tongue deep into her pussy. Her slick walls could not grip me, and I wallowed in the hot wetness she was creating. I could almost drink her honey, it was so plentful. She pulled her nipples roughly, arching her back to rub on my face. "You want to watch me get fucked and to clean his cum out of me, don't you?" Her voice was different, hissing her words as if daring me to disagree. Then, "Don't you?!" In reality, I didn't really want that. But then again, I did. It was a source of confusion for me. Half of me wanted to see her in pleasure, the other half feared jealousy. One thing was certain though, that if she did fuck another man while I watched, I would definitely go down and eat his cum from her. So when I agreed with her premise that I wanted to partake as a watcher-then-eater, I wasn't exactly lying. I was enhancing her orgasm by roleplaying, or at least I told myself that. "Get on your back, slut," she told me. Her transformation from a gentle post-coital lover to a nasty demanding sexual creature was an unprecedented paradigm shift. I was unprepared to feel so submissive and aroused, yet unable to become erect. I could do little but comply. I rolled onto my back, and she followed. Usually, she knelt astride my head, lowering her gorgeous bald quim to my adoring mouth. This time, she actually squatted with her feet next to my face, her pussy directly above my mouth. I had often dreamed of her like this, cunt wide open and dripping sap, but it was unrealistic to think she could do this for long. I saw immediately that her pussy had transformed like her attitude. Her pussy was no longer a fleshy pink. Now it was a vivid deep red, and I could literally feel the heat emanating from her. She wasn't puffy so much as engorged and raw. Her sexuality was compelling and overpowering. "Tell me you want to eat his cum," she hissed at me. "I want to eat his cum," I said, my heart racing as the words issued forth. If she were full of another man's seed, I'd want her just like this. "Then, eat it," she demanded. As a prod, she grabbed my hair and roughly pulled me into her crotch. Within moments, my neck ached as I lunged to bury my face inside her. I wanted my lips permanently attached to her hot box. Flailing my arms, I pulled pillows under my head to prop me up. As I suspected, she couldn't hold this position for long. Instead, her legs shifted so that she was on her knees. Only now, my head was supported by the pillows several inches above the mattress. Her weight pushed my face down into the pillows, and I was smothered by her steamy crotch. Jamie has become quite adept at smothering in the time I have known her. She has learned how much I like being denied breath until she allowed it. Then I could gasp for too-brief moments before her cunt enveloped me again. Now she put that to use, forcing me to gasp for breath right over her clit. When I did--one, two quick gasps of air--it rattled over her sensitive bud, vibrating it. Being smothered is wonderful, for a while. Then my body demanded more air than I could give, and it took real attention to service her and fight the desire to throw her off so that I wouldn't suffocate. It was when the temptation to heave her off became incredibly strong that she came. At the same time, she ground back and forth on my face, coating me with the creampie and her wetness. Groaning, she rolled off me. Her knees ached from her face-sitting. I suddenly couldn't stop telling her how much I loved her, wanted her, found her exciting. I was overwhelmed with romantic love for this woman who used me so roughly. "Shut up," she growled, her voice still filled with lust. "Put on your glasses." Silently, I did what she said. I couldn't help but look at the clock; it was later than normal due to the longer after-sex. She knew I would, and she looked me in the eyes when I checked the time. Her voice was insistent. "Come here and eat my ass," she demanded. She was laying on her stomach, and with both hands pulled her cheeks apart to reveal her needy back door. How could I resist that? I couldn't. I nestled between her legs and pressed my cheeks between hers. My tongue sought and found her acrid bunghole. She sighed contentedly, and I knew she would cum while I tongued her backside. But the time! "Look at the clock while you eat my ass," she moaned. "You are giving me the time I want, you slut. You are putting me first." "You are first," I moaned, realizing she was right. Oftentimes, she got short shrift, which wasn't right. I loved her: she should come first in my life. "I will be first from now on," she sighed. "Oh yeah, eat my fucking ass! Eat my ass until I cum, then fuck it until you cum," she gasped. Later, I contemplated how different it would be to put her first in my life. It'd be a real paradigm shift, and one I would welcome. She deserved it.