Domination of Trent 2/n M/F Femdom I realize that I have been staring at his lips. For some reason it surprises me that they are soft and smooth. I raise my hand as if to touch them, then stop just short. He doesn't move. I shrug and then contemplate my accoutrements. Nothing that I have seems right. I have learned to trust myself in these matters. It is an art in which one must channel their impulses. I leave the room and look in the freezer for the flogger I want - the one that is like a riding crop with small silvery chains instead of leather strands. I shake it out and bits of frost fly off. The links tinkle like tiny bells. I swing it, and then walk back to the chair. I stand for a long moment before moving. He lies waiting, not cringing in anticipation, just waiting. He is impudent, as he was in the bar to stare openly at me. I snap the crop down on to his upper thigh. It gives a strange metallic thwack and he jolts in the chair. I am rewarded by a cry. It sounds startlingly like the sound on the beginning of The Downward Spiral . There is no effect on his throbbing cock. I never bring my clients to orgasm. It makes me feel like too much of a whore, and besides, that would require me to touch them. But I know, suddenly, that today I will make him cum. I swing the crop over his prone body, knowing he can feel the swish of cool air around the chains. He jolts when I dip it over his skin allowing the freezing metal to pour over his torso and thighs, then give him two smart snaps of the crop, one on each hard pink nipple. His moans hopelessly and his head droops to the side. An expanse of neck. I have tortured him a little, and only now will I permit myself to counter that with warm flesh. I lean toward him. Lift the black hair from his neck. I lean in, and gently, gently kiss there. Where it is warm. Soft skin, and vague smell of sweat and shampoo. His whole body bristles. He moans again, this time with desperation. I sense immense loneliness. I remember an interview, him saying "I was really just super-fucking- lonely." Poor child. I kiss him again, one finger tracing the outline of his shoulder. He moans. God, I wish I'd set up a recorder. I could get off listening to this wonderous symphony. I nibble on the hollow of his neck and then soothe it with my tongue, then bite again harder. Then, I step back, leaving him looking in my direction and wanting more. His cock has softened a bit. Once again I take the icy metal and hold it over him. Then, I lower it to his cock, where the chains pour over it like water. He bucks up in the seat and is held cruelly back by the leather. Impudent. I silently reach for the leather crop, then flog his ass along the thigh. He is breathing fast and deep but he is struggling to be quiet. His chest, gorgeous chest I am dying to lay my head on, is rises and falls roughly. It is intimate, to see the cage thatholds his breath, shaking. My instinct...I hook my thumb under the blindfold and peel it back. There are tears pooling on his skin beneath his eyes. He looks, shamed and miserable, up at me, for that second the contact is so much, too much, and the brown of his eyes is so human under the tiny membrane of tears. "Close your eyes," I order. Look at you, so broken and fucked up that you have to come here for your pleasure, you talented and beautiful man, who should have a love, a wife, a lover, coming to me so that I can make you hard when I hit you and soft when I show you tenderness. And look at me, invested so heavily in the psyche of my client. We're a sad bunch, you and I, Trent. "Close your eyes", I repeat softly, although he already has. I bend down to kiss him, and although it is a soft kiss, it has all the passion of a mechanical doll. I press my fingertip to the inside of his brow. I pull downward, drying his skin. I do this to the other side. My fingers become wet. He lies obediently, eyes closed, not moving. I toss the blindfold aside. I put down the icy flogger that is now sweating and warming up. I take a piece of fur, and then mother his body with it slowly, over damp cheeks, over his lips, down over nipples that rise and harden under the barely discernable touch. Down, and now he is hard again. It occurs to me that at this point I usually gag my clients. I have never gagged Trent. I drag the fur up his leg, down to tickle toes of the other foot, stifling a giggle as his toes curl up, ticklish. Then up again, and I drag the looped strip under his balls, hefting them, making him shift and groan. I pull it up, so that the soft loop of fur caresses his hard cock. I wind it around slowly, with enough slack so that it moves gently over his skin. His arms clench into fists, rattling the chains that hold him. There is a dewlike drop at the tip of his hard cock. Instinct, I lie to myself, as I break my own rule swirl my tongue in it. His thighs clench and buck, muscles like a rearing horse as the leather creaks, but holds fast. I watch in wide-eyed delight as more precum trickles from the tip of his cock. I want to wrap my hand around his cock and jerk him silly, jerk him until he cums and bucks and screams, and then ask him to tell me, explicitly, how it feels. I want to lie on my back and order him to fuck me, relentless, until we are screaming and my heels are dug hard into the cheeks of his ass so that he may fuck me marder, relentless. Back to the refrigerator, his head turned toward me, but still obediently blind, eyes dutifully closed. I take the cream out and return. Silently I open the jar and scoop some out. It is cool and delicious on my fingers, silky. Quickly so that he doesn't sense the cold. I envelope him with it, in one slick motion, returning for another scoop, and then coating his balls. He seems to be attempting to shrink away from the stimulation. I smile. I have clients who beg me for this stuff. I stand back, again appraising. He seems as if he is convered in shaving cream, as if he is going to remove the hair from his genitals. On my cart I find two nipple clamps. Nothing more than clothespins with strips of soft fur on the clasps. I open them, then abruptly affix them to his nipples simultaneously. It's not the toys, it's the presentation. The performance. Slow builds and surprise assaults. I stand back again and wetten a bit at the sight of him. Something, though, is missing. I spread the legs of the chair as far as it will go and then slide under his ass a little wire tool that I made myself. It is held by his weight, like a bookend, and has adjustible wires that come around and spread his ass cheeks. The puckered hole seems to quiver a bit at the prospect of invasion. Trent whimpers softly. He knows he is open, and vulnerable. I can take advantage of this and this alone, so I stand there, quiet as a mouse, watching his chest rise and fall as he wonders what I will do there next. I have a tiny probe that is made of soft plastic with a smooth rounded end. It is like a syringe. I suck some of the cold lotion into it, then dip the probe into it, then smoothly push it three or four inches inside his ass, discharge the plunger, and pull out, all in one smooth motion. He whimpers softly. I can feel his ass muscles open and close over the strange sensation of the cool cream. In a minute or so it should start getting warm, and his now-cool cock and asshole will start to tingle. I stand back again. Clothespins protrude from his nipples. His cock and balls are slathered in coldness. His ass is spread and ready for invasion, and is full of the cool white goo, a bit of which is trickling out. Still, something is missing. My eyes keep returning to his cock, which is now in a state of semi-erection. I grin, then get a vinyl bolo cock ring and secure it under his bulging testicles, then thread his cock through. I tighten the bolo just enough so that it is snug, then leave the room. When I return, his cock is straining and hard. The white lotion at the top has thinned and it is clear that more precum has trickled down the head, diluting the stuff. His balls are tight and under the thinning cream I can see that the head of his cock is purple. "Trent," I asked softly, "would you like to cum?" He moans, tosses his head to the side. "Please." He says. It is just one word, and very quiet. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _