My Submissive Part 1 (FEMDOM, spanking, bondage,doctor/nurse) "What in the world do you think you are doing?" he yelled. I said nothing. "You are the most incompetent nurse that I have ever seen in my life. You should go back to the country doctor that trained you, god knows that you are useless here!" I knew that the error was not mine. He had made the decision to use a large gauge cord instead of the lighter weight. Now that it was clear that it was overkill, he was looking for a scapegoat. I knew that was me. The tall doctor was very attractive and sexy looking, with a slender runner’s body and long conditioned legs. I loved the way his slacks hugged those legs. Every time that I worked next to him, I could feel my heart start to race. Yet at the same time, I hated him. I hated the way he humiliated me in front of my colleagues. He could do nothing wrong. Yet, everything that I did was wrong. It had always caused me a giant conflict before, but tonight I was ready. I listened as he continued to destroy my character. "I can not believe this institution. I am surrounded by idiots, imbeciles. Just go away, I will redo it myself. I think there is a pig that needs a pill or something down in the barn. See if you can do that right." A smile crossed my face. I had done my research and had felt a little guilty about my plan until he had started cutting me down. It seemed to release something inside of me. He deserved everything that was coming to him. Further, I was beginning to believe that I might actually enjoy it. I made up my mind up right there that I was going to put aside any concern and treat him exactly like he deserved to be treated. He noticed my smile and reacted. "What are you smiling at?" I just walked away. I did not even see him again until later that evening. I knew that he always spent some time in his office every Tuesday night to write up patient entries. So I outfitted myself in a pair of red Rocky Mountain jeans. They were the tightest pair of jeans that I owned and I must say they made me look great. Of course I knew that it would be counterproductive to wear any underwear. The panty lines would have spoiled the entire rear view. Besides, I wanted him to see every line and curve of my body. Looking at my jeans in the mirror, I was pleased with the way my body looked. I decided on a red spaghetti top that was so tight that my nipples were pushing through the knit material. I felt real sexy, exactly like I wanted to feel. With a dash of red lipstick, I was ready. ******************* I didn’t bother to knock. He looked up startled as I sauntered into his office with a smile on my lips. "Surprise!" I said. I walked over and positioned myself on the corner of his desk leaning over towards him. I knew he had a good view of my ample breasts from this angle and could see his eyes rivet upon them. I was glad I had picked this skimpy top. "What are you doing here and how dare you interrupt me like this!" he demanded. His eyes never left their view of my breasts. "Well doctor, I know you do not like me, but I thought I should let you know that I am aware of your little secret." I said with a smirk. "Secret? What are you talking about? What secret? I have no secrets!" he said. "Oh Chuck, I hope you don’t mind me addressing you by your first name, but just drop the act. I know all about Mrs. Burgeress. In fact, I have something that might be of interest to you." I pulled out a folder and handed it across the desk. I watched his face for any sign of confirmation. With the first picture, Chuck’s face gave me all the answer that I needed. It was filled with shock that turned very quickly to horror. I had made sure that the first picture of the stack was the most shocking. One by one, Chuck flipped through the stack of pictures of him "doing" the wife of the most powerful man on the Hospital Board. I knew as well as Chuck that if these pictures were ever made public that Mr. Burgeress would do everything in his power to destroy Chuck. With his awesome influence, Chuck’s career would be over in the medical field. After a while, Chuck finished the pile of pictures. I could see that he was moving from horror to anger. I decided to defuse it early. "Don’t even think of trying to bully me," I said. "There are several copies of these pictures in very safe places. My friends have been instructed to distribute them if I disappear for any reason. So just relax." Chuck looked into my eyes; I could see his mood change from anger to acceptance. I was glad to see him make the transition so quickly. I smiled. "Okay bitch, " he said. "What is it that you want? Are you after money? How much for all the pictures and negatives?" . "Hmmm," I purred. "I don’t like your language. I am afraid that will cost you a little more." I laughed. He did not seem to know how to react to my sinister laugh. "I don’t want you money Chuck." I said. He wiped the beads of perspiration from his brow and looked at me hard for a few minutes without saying anything. I could almost see the wheels turning in his head. "You want a promotion then," he countered. "Is that what you want? You sassy little bitch!" I grinned at him. "I told you that I do not like that language," I responded. "That is twice. Just keep adding to it why don’t you?" I made sure that there was a measure of menace in my voice. I could tell he was steaming, but he was keeping his mouth shut. I continued. "To answer your question, I want you." "Oh is that all you want," he responded. "You want to taste a little of Chuck’s pony huh. Got hot watching me do the old lady?" He looked me up and down, taking in my long legs, flat tummy, my curvy butt and hips. He finally ended at my shapely bust. I knew he was looking hard at my nipples that were straining at my top. He walked quickly over to me pulled me off my perch on the desk and crushed me to him in a hard kiss. His hands gripped my ass cheeks and squeezed, pulling my groin tightly against him. I instantly lifted my knee between his legs pounding it into his balls. He followed his natural impulse to double over. I followed up by grabbing his balls in one quick move of my hand and squeezed. "AAAHHHHH!" he yelled. I relaxed my hold just a little, but still held his balls in a tight grip. I wanted him to feel my power. I wanted him to know that I could squeeze at anytime and cause him pain. "Well Chuck," I said. "I think that you are a little confused. I want you to do anything that I want, wherever I want you to do it. And if you fail to follow any command, you will be either punished severely or will see these pictures published in every hallway and every office in this building." His face was priceless. His mouth dropped open and his eyes stared in disbelief. I laughed at his face. The reality was setting in. This was the first time I had ever been in a dominant situation like this, and I found it quite arousing. I had been so concerned about whether I could pull this off and felt relieved that he was accepting my control. "Do you understand what I am saying?" I repeated. "Anything I tell you to do, you will do. I will not accept any argument from you. And if you ever try to force yourself on me, the pictures go out. Do you understand what I am telling you? Do you agree?" He hung his head down and looked at his feet. "Yes." "That is better," I answered. "Now get your clothes off!" He looked at me shocked. "You would be wise to just follow my command," I warned. "You have already ticked me off by calling me names. You will probably want to try to be good for a while, or you may find yourself walking down Main Street bowlegged with very painful balls! So strip!" He started removing his clothes then with shaking fingers. I stood there with my feet apart, my hands on my hips and smiling while I watched him undress. "Get on your knees now," I said. "You remembered that I said you were going to pay for calling me those nasty words. Well darlin’, this is where it starts." I pulled out a small whip with multiple leather strips about four inches long. "I call this my penis flogger, and that is exactly what I am going to do with your naughty penis! Now reach behind you and grab your ankles tightly in each hand." "Are you crazy!" he shouted. "Remember the pictures Chuck, do you want everybody to see them?" I grinned, and repeated my order. I watched as he reluctantly did as I ordered, the movement naturally forcing his knees wide apart. It made his penis stick out nicely for me. "Now you called me that name twice, " I said. "I think that four licks per word should do. Don’t you Chuck? Of course if you let go of either ankle, I will add ten more. Do you understand?" He gulped and nodded. "Now you’ve got lots of punishment coming, you have done a terrible thing. However, this punishment is for you’re using such nasty language at me. Now look at me and don’t let go!" I told him. I took his penis in my hand and pulled it so that it was stretched right out. Looking at the tiny whip in one hand, and his stretched out penis in the other, Chuck suddenly realized what was going to happen. He shuddered all over and I could see come fear in his eyes, but before he could do something that he would regret, I gave him the first lick of the whip. The leather strips wrapped around his cock with a zing, and he yelled out in pain. "Oooooowwwwww!" He continued to hold his ankles. "Good, you’re lucky you didn’t move!" I told him. "Keep holding those ankles, and you will only get seven more." Again I gave it a flick. The leather tails wrapped around his tool and left welts all around it. He handled it a little better this time. The next one was harder and he let out a scream. "AAAAAAHHHH!" I had been soft starting out because I had wanted him to learn how to control his outbursts. When the ends of the tails popped against the skin, it made a snapping noise. I could tell from his expression that it hurt even more. "Ok Chuck, you are getting the hang of this now." I chortled. I made each one a little harder than the last. When I was ready for number eight, I looked into his eyes. He was not the know it all doctor anymore, he was terrified and in pain. I think he was afraid I would permanently maim his manhood. "One more now." I said. "And this one is going to be the hardest. I want you to remember this one whenever you think of calling me another nasty name!" I did exactly as I promised. Bringing down the whip with all my strength, it circled his cock and even broke the skin. It was a little more than I had intended, however, it was necessary to teach him a lesson. He held his ankles in a death grip with white knuckles and stifled another scream. "Ah, you were such a good boy," I said. Standing up, I stood over him. He was covered in perspiration from the ordeal. "Don’t you dare let go of your ankles now, but you may kiss my pussy." Chuck looked up in surprise. "That was not a request Chuck, just do it!" He gingerly pushed his head forward to press his face into the crotch of my Rocky Mountain jeans. "Come on Chuck," I urged. "You can do better than that. You better act like you want to eat it all up or we will have to do another training session tonight. I am trying to give you a little pleasure here." I laughed. He did much better the second time. I could see him kiss eagerly. "Much better," I said. "That’s just a preview, Meet me here at noon tomorrow on lunch break, and don’t wear any underwear, or else!" I turned and walked out. All the next day I found myself watching the clock, just waiting for noon hour. I saw him a couple of times in the hall. When he saw me, he quickly went the other way with a red face pretending that he hadn’t seen me at all. I wondered if he would even show up at noon in his office, and if he had left his underwear at home. It was at 11:00 that I happened to see him standing at the Nursing station looking at a patient’s chart. I quietly walked up behind him and whispered in his ear. "How is your manhood feeling today? Want some more?" I chuckled under my breath so only he could hear. "Be in your office at 12:00 sharp, and be naked when I get there!" I reminded him. He blushed a deep pink but didn’t say anything. The Intern standing a few feet away from us look at him intently with a puzzled look, probably wondering why he was blushing. Chuck quickly turned and went to see the patient to get away from any more embarrassment I might give him. I watched him walk away, but couldn’t tell if he had his underwear on or not. "Well, I’ll see soon enough!’ I thought to myself. I rushed through my morning duties with a smile. At 11:45 I went to my locker upstairs and took out a plastic bag I had put there when I arrived at work this morning. I had stopped off at an x-rated Love Shop on the way home last night and bought some really interesting things to use on him! "I think I’ll make him keep this stuff in his office. That way he can look at it and shudder at the thought of them being used on him." I thought to myself with a grin. This was going to be fun! At 12:00 I walked to his office and not bothering to knock, I walked in. He was there as I had told him to be, totally nude. I smiled at that, and said, "I see you can follow orders, that’s good. Now come over here and face the desk, quickly!" He looked warily at me, but he came. "Now lean forward, put your hands on the desk and spread your legs. I want to see your balls from back here!" He leaned on the desk with his hands and had his feet at an angle so he was leaning forward with his legs spread open, I got a great view of those heavy balls of his! "Good, just the way I like it. I don’t want anything hidden from me! Now, take a good look at what I have here for you." I chuckled as I dumped out the contents of my bag. Out spilled all the goodies I had brought to use on him in our little office sessions. His eyes got big when he saw them all! He stammered "Can’t we lock the door? Someone might come in while I am like this, it would ruin me!!" I laughed at him "Why Chuck, I want you to feel that erotic possibility and be scared. I’m sure it would be a very interesting scene to anybody that might decide to come and visit you. Think how you would feel if that happened? I wouldn’t want to deprive you of that experience, so I am leaving the door unlocked." I laughed again at the thought. "Now, I am going to punish you for the way you have treated me in the past. Stay the way you are and don’t you dare move or it will be worse! You are going to feel the sting of this little gem." I picked up the small whip from the things lying on the desk right in front of him. I wanted him to keep looking at them and know that they would all be used on him. "I wouldn’t make too much noise this time if I were you. Not if you don’t want the whole Hospital coming in here to see what is going on. Just think how interesting you look from the doorway with your ass bared for all to see and your balls hanging down!" Laughing again, I swung the whip and it landed hard across the middle of his ass cheeks. "Oooowwwwwww!!!" he yelled before he remembered he should be quiet. "Should I open the door a crack so they can hear it better? Maybe you want all the little nurses that you have insulted to come in and watch?" "No! Please! I’m sorry, I won’t do it again! I promise! Please leave the door closed!" he pleaded holding one hand on his ass cheek. "Ok if you are quiet I will leave it closed, but if you make any more noise, I swear I will open it wide for all to see the big doctor getting his bare ass whipped by a little Nurse, and get your hand back on the desk and don’t move it again until I tell you to!" He turned back around and assumed his position again with reluctance, and this time I could see he was holding his breath expecting the next blow. I swung the whip again even harder this time and it landed just above the last strike. His body jerked and his breath came out hard, but he didn’t yell this time. He made some strange noises that sounded like he was swallowing a curse, and he made whimpering sounds as I whipped him again and again. His ass was turning a bright fiery red now and I could see welts forming where the whip had landed. There was no way he could be quiet now and he was almost blubbering. I kept on as I said to him "This is for all those times you embarrassed me in front of my peers, and making me look like an idiot! You bastard! I hope you are enjoying this because there will be lots more to come, and I may even whip you on your balls!" At that he cried out "Noooo!! Please stop now, I can’t stand it, my ass feels like it’s on fire!" he pleaded with me. "I promise to be good to you, please don’t hurt my balls!" I just ignored his pleas and kept lashing his backside while he wiggled and squirmed in discomfort and pain. After giving him about fifteen strokes with the whip, I decided it was enough for today and his ass looked real sore! I put the whip back on the desk in front of him now. "Stay there like that until I tell you to move now!" I ordered him. I moved back and sat on the chair behind him admiring my handiwork on his ass. I loved the exhilarating feeling this power gave me over him. His ass looked beautiful and bright red now. I loved it! His heavy balls hanging down between his spread legs were wonderfully tempting. I thought to myself, "I would love to work on them sometime!" "You have great balls Chuck, I think I will do some work on them. I love a man with big balls!" I heard him catch his breath and whisper in a hoarse voice "Oh please, please don’t hurt them!" He tightened his ass cheeks in anticipation of his balls being hurt. I walked over to him and grabbed them with my hand and squeezed and pulled them backwards. He yelped and almost collapsed onto the desk. I let them go and told him I could do anything I felt like with him now and he could not stop me. I was in control of him I said. His face went white but he didn’t comment, he just looked scared of what I might decide to do to his precious balls. "Ok Chucky, you can get dressed now," I laughed "If you can stand your pants on that hot ass of yours now!" I slapped his ass hard with my hand. He jumped up straight at that and grimaced. "Be here again tomorrow noon and naked again, but this time I want you to be leaning like you just were over your desk and I want you to have this in your ass!" I showed him a big plastic dildo I had sitting on his desk. "Here is some Vaseline to make sure you can get it in. Wait for me like that tomorrow noon sharp! Do you understand?" "Yes mam, I understand." I left his office and giggled to myself all the way home. Today had been a great day and a lot of fun.