First Time Outside Hi Sheri, Elaine and everyone, I got an email from Sheri a while back, saying she was going to try to start up our chat group again, and I thought that sounded great. I missed talking with you guys too, and I think it'll be cool if we can find some other girls who want to join our little circle. Sheri said in her email, I should start by telling everyone about Luke and me, just to give everyone some background on how I got into all this. Basically, I guess it's all my boyfriend, Luke's fault. (Stop laughing you guys. It's true). Like I mean, I like him, and everything, but sometimes he's a bit of a weirdo. Every once in a while, he just gets like these crazy ideas. He's always trying to talk me into doing the most embarrassing things. He wasn't always like that though. I've known him ever since we were kids, and he used to seem like just your average everyday nice guy. It was only after we started going out that I found out he was into all this other stuff. We'd just graduated from high school, and we were both trying to figure out what we're going to do with our lives. We'd get together and stay up late just talking on into the middle of the night. We weren't actually dating yet, but like all our friends thought we were going out, and kept teasing us, and then one day, Luke stopped denying it. He just all of a sudden put his arm around me, and said 'yeah we're going out.' I was a bit surprised 'cause up until then we'd just been friends, but to tell you the truth, I'd always thought he was kind of cool, so I was glad in a way. Then, he got his mini-van. That was when the real problems started. I knew he'd been saving up for it, but then like this one day, he just shows up at my place driving this big shiny black van. I don't know anything about cars, but I thought it was cool that we'd be able to go anywhere we wanted without having to bum a ride off someone. Straight away, I told my mom that we were going out and not to wait up, and before she could say anything, we were out the door. We drove all around the city, had dinner and took a walk in the moonlight. It was so romantic. When we got back to the van, he was like, "Let me drive you home," but I said, "No, no, I don't want to go home." I guess I shouldn't have said that, but it had been just such a perfect evening, I didn't want it to end. We drove around some more, and eventually, we parked on this little side street that ran next to a park. My heart was all kind of pitter-pat, because like we'd never been alone like that before. We'd never even really kissed, although every time we said good night in front of my house, I could tell he really wanted to. I never let him though 'cause I was always worried my parents or brother might be watching. Finally now, we were alone at last. We just kind of sat there for a long time, neither of us knowing quite what to do. Inside I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't want to seem too forward or anything, so I just kind of stared at my knees, and waited. The tension was incredible. I was like so tense but kind of excited too - in a good way. When he finally leaned over, and tried to kiss me, I turned away, and pretended not to want to, but he kept coming closer, and then he reached right over, and tilted my seat all the way back. Suddenly, I was lying flat on my back looking deep into his eyes in the dim light of his new van. The tension, the electricity in the air was just too much, and this time when he started kissing me, I just melted, and went with it. My head was swimming with all these sensations, and then I felt his fingers fiddling with the fastener on my skirt. I tried to stop him, but to tell you the truth, I was getting pretty excited too, and before I knew it, he'd started to slide my skirt down, and push his hand up the front of my t-shirt. He had this wild look in his eyes, and everything was going so fast, so I finally broke away, and said, "I'm thirsty." Dave looked in my eyes a bit longer, then let go of me, and took a deep breath. We had come so close, closer than we'd ever been, but I guess he realized I needed some time to be sure that this was really what I wanted to do. Slowly, I began to calm down a little, and we started looking around to see if there was anywhere we could go to get a drink nearby. Just down the lane, we spotted a vending machine by the roadside. I reached down to pull up my skirt, but Dave put his arm out, and stopped me. "No, no, don't do it up again." "What? Why not?" "Here, just take it off. I want to see how you look." I just stared at him at first wondering what on earth he was thinking. He started begging me to just try it, and eventually I agreed, although I knew that the whole idea was definitely pretty kinky. I slowly let him pull my skirt down and off over my running shoes. It was pretty humiliating to be sitting in his van in just my t-shirt and undies. "I look absolutely stupid." "You look great. C'mon." "What? What are you...?" I felt so hot all over. I looked out the window to see if anyone was watching us. "Let's go," he said, smiling this really evil grin. "You're kidding." "No, I'm serious. C'mon, it'll be fun." Dave threw my skirt into the back seat, and then started to get out of the car. I, of course, was completely freaking out. I just sat there for a long time trying to think what to do. I knew this was wrong, dangerous probably, but I didn't want to ruin the mood either. I guess I was all excited from having him touch me and it being the first time and everything. I kind of shifted my bum in my seat trying to get the t-shirt to cover up my panties, but the hem was just too short. Dave was standing outside looking at me, and urging me to come out. "C'mon. It'll be alright." I pulled my t-shirt down as far as it would go, and very slowly opened the door on my side. The cool night air felt so ticklish on my legs, and it was getting me all excited. I finally stepped down onto the street, and felt this complete rush. I couldn't believe I was walking around outside in just my t-shirt and undies. I swear I'd never done anything like that before. When I looked over, Dave was already standing in front of the vending machines. I was so frightened, I ran over to where he was, and held his arm. I could feel the hem of my t-shirt bouncing up and down as I walked. I pulled it down as best I could, but I really felt terribly exposed and frightened. "Um, Dave, maybe this isn't..." "What do you want?" he said pointing at the drinks in the machine. My heart was beating so fast I just quickly picked out a drink, and huddled close to him, looking down the street this way and that to see if anyone was coming. The pop cans made a big clatter when they fell down, and I was worried that the whole neighborhood would hear, and come out to see what was going on. Dave nodded for me to take the cans out of the machine. When I bent down, I felt my t-shirt pull up at the back, and I realized he'd got me to get out the cans on purpose, so he could get a better look at my bum. I felt so obscene standing there with my bum up in the air like that. I quickly straightened back up, handed him his can of pop, and ran back to the van, but he caught up to me, and right in the middle of the street pulled my t-shirt up exposing my panties. Lord, I hope no one saw us. I waited for Dave to open up the car door, but instead, he started walking over toward the park. "What are you...?" "It's such a nice night out. Let's sit outside, while we finish our drinks." I looked down at my panties, and then back at him, but he was already at the park entrance. The doors to the van were all locked, so I had no choice but to follow him. The longer we stayed outside, the more frantic I got about my missing skirt. If we met anyone, what on earth would I say? Around the park, there was this line of trees, which kind of blocked the view from the street, but off to the left, you could see an apartment building, and on the other side of the park there was what looked like a factory. The lights in the apartment seemed to be out, so maybe everyone had gone to sleep. Luke threw his coat down on this little grassy hill, and motioned for me to sit on top of it. At first, I just looked at him, but then he sat down, so finally I plunked my bum down next to him on his coat. His coat was kind of this slippery material, and it felt cold on my thighs. I still couldn't believe I was doing this. I pulled my t-shirt down again to cover up. Luke just calmly sat there drinking his pop, and smiling over at me. I couldn't get my can open, so I gave it to him, and he opened it for me. Something rustled in the trees, and my heart jumped, but it turned out to be just a bird. I was a nervous wreck though. I quickly finished my drink, and was all ready to head back, when he motioned for me to lie down. I did, but I was so aware of how out in the open we were that I couldn't relax at all. He slipped his hand into my panties, and started pulling them down, but I was completely panicking because here we were on this hill in the middle of this wide open park. Even though it was night, the moon was out, and it was pretty bright out. I said, "No Luke, not here," but he'd already pulled my panties part way down my thighs, and was staring for the first time at my furry little bush. We were both pretty excited by then to say the least, but finally he agreed to go look for some place not so out in the open. I quickly pulled my panties back up, and looked around trying to tell if anyone had seen us. Luke headed off, and I followed him into this narrow path that ran between some kind of fenced in soccer field and the street. The line of trees on the right was thick enough that it blocked the view from the road, but it was so dark it was hard to tell if there was anyone watching us from the other side of the field. The path suddenly came to an end, and suddenly, we were standing on this street corner. Fortunately, there weren't any cars coming, but off to the left, I could see another major street with a steady stream of cars driving by. I got scared, and held Luke's arm really tight, but he nodded that it would be all right, and started to cross. My heart was pounding as I scurried across in clear sight of this never-ending line of cars. To make matters worse, half way across the road, Luke suddenly grabbed my panties, and yanked them down again. My mind went blank as I stared in disbelief at the cars streaming past, my panties tangled around my knees, my delicate little pussy naked for all to see. I felt humiliated, but I felt something else too. (The first time I told this story to Sheri I didn't mention this, but to tell you the truth, even then that first time, I felt like this intense feeling of pleasure washing up through my body from deep down inside. I slid my hand between my legs, and was shocked to notice I was all wet). I quickly pulled my panties back up, but my head was still spinning. Luke grabbed my hand, and pulled me across to the other side, and back into another long tree-lined walkway. "Hey, steady there missy. I was just joking around." Finally, realizing what he had done, I slapped him on the shoulder for being so bad. "Oh, I can't believe you did that. Do you realize how many people must have seen me?" "I doubt anyone did. They were all too busy watching the road." "Anyway, don't do that, OK? I've never felt so humiliated in my whole life." I really tried to sound angry, but part of this was to cover up my own mixed-up feelings. I know this sounds crazy, but I really felt shocked with myself, like 'how could I be enjoying this so much? That's so wrong!' (Sheri knows what I'm talking about, don't you, Sheri? Maybe some of you other people do too.) Anyway, we walked all the way down, and finally came to this other smaller park where it was a bit darker with a lot more trees. Luke led me over, way to the back into this little glade of trees. It was so dark I felt a little bit afraid, but at least it would be harder for people to see us. There were houses to the left and right, but we were far enough back that they wouldn't be able to see us anymore because of all the trees and this utility shed that was blocking the view. Right behind us there was this fence. I looked over top, and on the other side was a parking lot, but it all seemed pretty quiet. "Are you sure this is safe?" "I've been walking out here plenty of times before. No one comes here at night." I looked at him not really convinced. We could hear some sound, water dripping or something, but Luke said it was coming from inside the utility shed. I felt so nervous and afraid. Luke spread out his jacket on a flat patch of earth between the bushes, but I didn't feel much like sitting down. I wanted to go back to the car as soon as possible, and put my skirt back on. Luke took my hand, and finally pulled me down onto the jacket. I was just like frozen and stiff, completely unable to relax, but he got me to lie down on my back, and we started kissing again. I could hear the sound of cars going by, not too far away, and every once in a while, I'd jump when I thought I heard a sound coming closer. No one came into the park though. Maybe he was right. Maybe no one would come. I started to relax a little bit, but then he grabbed hold of my panties, and pulled them down again. I covered my pussy with my hand, but he started to pull my panties right off. "Oh, god, Luke. Leave them on. What if someone comes?" "It'll be OK," he said, spreading my legs, and motioning for me to move my hand. I finally did, still really worried about being naked outside like this. He started licking me, and it felt so good. I almost forgot where we were, and really started enjoying it. He started to undo his pants, but then he stopped, and sat back up. "Damn!" "What?" "I left my condoms in the car." He stood up and started walking that way. "Hey, what about my panties?" "Don't worry. I'll be right back." I started panicking, as he ran along the side of the field back toward the van. I looked down at my pubic hair glistening slightly in the moonlight, and felt a shiver run up my spine. "Hey, come back," I yelled, but he was already out of earshot. I couldn't believe he would leave me here half naked shivering alone under the dark trees. I wrapped his jacket around my hips, but the front wouldn't stay together, so you could still see my pubic hair. Worse, I had to go to the washroom. I could see a small building off to the right that must be a washroom, but to get there I'd have to walk across the field in view of the houses and main street. I try to hold it in, but all the excitement was making me want to go really badly. Maybe I could just go here, but they'd think I was crazy if someone saw me. Besides, my purse with my tissues and stuff was back in the van. I'd better make a run for it. At least, then I can hide in the washroom till Luke gets back. I wrapped the jacket around my hips as best I could, and dashed across the field. I could see all these cars on the street just a block away, and even closer there was a window with a light on. I was moving so fast that the knot I'd tied with the jacket sleeves came undone, and the jacket fell off. I was so scared I just left it there, and dashed bottomless into the women's side of the washroom. The light in the washroom was so bright. I could see myself in the mirror, my pussy clear as anything in the bright light, and I felt even more embarrassed. I quickly went into the stall, did my business, and then came out, and washed myself off. From the sink, you could see out over the whole park, so I went back into the stall to hide. I felt my breasts, and they were tender and swollen from all the excitement. I was so relieved when I finally saw Luke coming back. I waved my hand till he saw me, and he found his jacket lying on the grass, picked it up, and put it on. When he got closer, I saw that he was carrying the box of condoms in his hand. "Where are my panties and my skirt?" "They're back in the car." I hit him really hard on the shoulder. "Why didn't you bring them? I can't walk around like this all night." He looked down at my bush. I covered it with my hand, but it was all sensitive and wet from the excitement. "You look gorgeous." He wrapped his arms around me, and grabbed me by my bum cheeks pulling me into him. "Not here," I said softly, burying my head in his chest. "Where would you like to do it, my dear? My wish is your command." I didn't know what to say. I wanted my panties back at least. I finally motioned toward the glade of trees we'd been sitting in before. At least it was darker than the washroom. He led me over, and I had to walk past the cars and the lighted window again, this time with nothing covering my naked hips. He spread out his jacket again, but I felt really obscene lying back there and spreading my legs. Instead of licking me though, he started pulling off my top first. I was surprised, and ended up feeling even more exposed than before as he took off my bra too. This was the first time he'd seen me completely naked, and I felt so embarrassed. I could tell from the look in his eye though that he liked what he saw, and I felt glad in a way. He started kissing my breasts and massaging them, and it felt really good. I almost forgot my fear, and got into it a bit as he kissed me and caressed me all over. I couldn't forget we were outside though, but I tried to just relax, and go with it. When he pulled down his pants, I took his penis in my hand, and massaged it a bit. I put it in my mouth the way I'd seen women do in the movies. I swear I didn't know what I was doing at all. I was crazy, out of my head with fear and excitement. Whatever I was doing though, he seemed to be enjoying it. Once we were both ready, he tried to slide it in. It wouldn't go at first, and then I remember like this really sharp pain. My mind went all hazy, but I could kind of feel him banging away, and after a while, the pain went away, and I felt pretty good too. I was really sore afterward, but I was still so excited and happy we had done it. While I was lying there recovering, Luke went to get the van, and bring it to the entrance. I was still naked, but I almost didn't care anymore. I was so overwhelmed by what we had just done. I walked naked like that over to the washroom to get washed up, and Luke came over, and he was so excited to see me standing there like that. I walked naked all the way to the van, and that was pretty exciting too. I drove around a bit like that with no clothes on, but it was obvious that some people could tell, so I eventually got back dressed, and Luke took me home. Anyway, that's basically how it started. I guess it sounds a bit weird, but let me tell you I never expected anything like that to happen, and afterwards I felt kind of guilty and worried about how many people might have seen us. Nothing bad happened though, and eventually I met Sheri and stuff, and so I didn't feel quite so strange. Anyway, I'll tell you more next time. Linda Dane Linda and I have a group for girls who are interested in this kind of thing. It's been pretty quiet lately, but if you'd like, drop by, and say hi.