My Slut Diaries - Beach (1/4)

Dear Diary,

	This weekend I was at the beach. I wore my bright green string
bikini, the top had triangles that just barely covered my 36D's and the
bottom was a small triangle held on by two strings around my 26"waist,
and one running up the crack of my Ass. I've always been proud of the size
of my Boobs and tightness of my body and the way men keep looking at it 
tells me I'm right to be proud.
	I was feeling hot and real horny. I got an ice cream cone at the
concession booth, it was a real kick to watch the guy sweat as he stared
at my chest. I took the cone and gave it a long slow lick, leaving a little on
my tongue before swallowing it and licking my lips. I winked at
him and wiggled my Ass as I walked away.
	I began walking down the beach watching the guys watch me, it 
was most fun when a guy was walking with another girl and the girl
would notice and get steamed at the guy and give him shit for staring
at me.
	I walked a little further when I saw Jerry & Gail. Jerry and I 
had gone steady until that bitch Gail stole him from me. They were both
sitting on a blanket by the water staring at the ocean. I got real mad, 
I wanted to do something to hurt that slut the way she hurt me. Jerry is
a real cute guy, he's tan and built, about 6'tall, with wavy Blond hair
a tight hard body, and a long hard Cock.
	I put my mat off to the side up the beach a little, where he 
could see me. and I sat there licking the cone and staring at him. He kept
sneaking glances as I made sure I licked the Ice Cream in the most sensual
way I could. 
	As I finished the ice cream I played with the last piece of the 
cone, pushing it in and out of my mouth as I let my eyes close. When I 
swallowed the cone and opened my eyes he was staring right at me.
	I moved the material of my bikini bottom aside so he could see
my pink shaved Cunt. As he continued to look, I spread my legs wide and
started to touch myself there. I rubbed my clit and let him see how hot
it got me, I fingered myself and looked straight in his eyes. It was so
cool cause Gail was right there. He kept looking and I sucked my fingers
and lips, his Cock got real hard I could see it.
	I mouthed the words "Come here" and he nodded yes, I got
up and walked toward the trees and motioned him to follow, he said
something to Gail and got up and followed me. When we were out of sight
of her he caught up to me and said Hi! I gave him my most Slutty look, 
where I pout my lips tilt my head down a little and look at him through 
half closed eyes. That look always made him crazy for me. I could see him
react and I stared at the bulge in his suit.
	I said Hi and told him I really needed to tell him something very 
important, he took my arm and we started walking toward the parking lot.
I told him how good he looked sitting there on the beach, and how much I 
missed him. I asked how he and Gail were doing, He looked a little sheepish, and
said "OK," then he told me she got pregnant and they had been married. That got
me so fuckin mad, thinking of that tramp with Jerry. I was determined to do
everything I could to break them up. Jerry always had "unusual" tastes in sex,
and I was sure that Gail didn't give him what he really wanted. I knew how kinky
he was when we were together, and I was going to do whatever it took to get him
back.
	I asked him where he was parked he pointed to a Van near us.
I then took his arm and walked him to the door, and told him to open it
up. He opened the door and I got inside and untied my Bikini top letting
it fall. As my big Tits sprang free, he stepped in and I attacked him,
kissing him and rubbing his bulge, I pulled down his bathing suit and
started kissing his Cock. I know I blew his mind, he kept saying "Jesus
is this real" as I started to Suck him off.
	I got to my knees and mouthed his shaft, wetting it with my
tongue as I Sucked it inside. He knelt back on his elbows as I kneeled
over him Sucking his straight 9" of Cock. I worked my lips down his
shaft as his hands went to my head guiding me up and down like he used
to do when I'd blow him. 
	The harder I Sucked the more he took control of my head. I was 
bobbing my head up and down as he groaned and told me how good it felt,
he said nobody could Suck a Cock like I could. My Pussy was on fire as 
I sucked him, tasting his pre-cum. I swirled my tongue to lick it up, 
this made him go wild. He grabbed my hair forcing my head faster and 
deeper. I was moaning and squirming around as he Fucked my head over
his shaft, finally forcing it down my throat. My hands wandered along
his body as my throat was Fucked faster and harder. My Pussy began to
drip as I felt his Prick twitch in my mouth. He slammed my head down
and held it there, "God I miss your Slutty mouth" he cried as he began
to squirt his hot seed into me. "Eat it, all of it, eat it," he began 
to demand as I swallowed as fast as I could. He was blasting his Cum into me as
he released the pressure on my head, as he was still Cumming, I put his Cock on
my lips and licked it as it squirted over them. 
	I kept Sucking him so he wouldn't get soft again. He pulled me off
his Cock and untied my bikini bottoms. He pulled me down and lay over me
kissing my lips, and neck. I told him how much I liked it when he got rough with
me. How much I missed the way he treated me. He started biting my neck as I
moaned, he bit my nipples and I got hotter. Then he spread my legs wide, guiding
his engorged Cock to my soaking pussy lips, he stared in my eyes and started
slapping my face as he plunged inside me. I let out a loud moan as his Cock
pushed at my cervix. I started to shake and Cum as he began Fucking me real
hard, he was in total control, It was the way I love it. 
	He Fucked me so hard and fast, calling me a little Cunt and his little Slut, he
slapped me and pulled my hair, I was going crazy screaming "Fuck me, Please Fuck
me." He then turned me over and pulled up my hips, he slapped my Ass and spread
me, calling me his little Fucking Cunt. He told me to beg him like I used to, to
beg him to Fuck my Ass. He slapped me and told me over and over to beg for it up
my Ass. I screamed, I was still Cumming and out of control, he pulled on my
nipples and said "BEG, BEG." "Please, please," I begged,"Please Fuck my Ass, you
own my body, you own my ass." He shoved his rock hard Cock up my Ass and held on
to my hair as he pumped into me.
	"You still love it don't you Slut?" he said as he stroked in and
out. I babbled that I did as he continued until he came. After he pulled 
out, he rubbed it all over my face like he used to and I licked his Cock
clean. We lay there for quite a while, his soft Cock in my mouth. The
taste of his Cum strong on my tongue. 
	He pulled my head off and looked at me for minutes. I just stared
a little dazed. "Remember what else you do with that mouth," he asked as he
jammed 2 fingers into my cum drenched Ass. I couldn't speak as he twisted and
turned his fingers in my hole. Jamming them up and moving them around inside. He
was digging into my bowels as he began to kiss me. His tongue pushed deep just
like his fingers did, the same strokes invading me from both ends. His kiss
turned to biting my lips and face, as he put a third finger up me, pushing and
pounding 3 fingers in me. His hard knuckles hurt each time he punched in my Ass
and I loved it. He grabbed my hair and pulled me on my side as his arm forced
his fingers deeper up my shitter.
	I was grunting and drooling as he pushed me flat on my belly, 
forcing my legs apart, and pistoning in and out of me. Under his breath 
he was calling me filthy names, as he raped my sore little hole. He 
twisted his fingers, scraping the inside in all directions. "Pig Whore,
Fuckin Pig!, Your a piece of Shit You Fuckin Tramp, Your nothing but Shit
to me." He was screaming at me as his fingers poked and touched every part
inside my raw Ass Hole. I was crying, couldn't catch my breath, moaning 
and whimpering, as he put a forth finger deep inside me. I was barely 
aware of anything any more, but I remember agreeing with him and telling 
him over and over, how much of a Dirty Cum loving Slut I was, and how much
I loved the way he used me.
	He pulled his fingers out so fast I heard a poping sound, "Then 
You'll love this my skanky whore," He pulled hard on my hair, and my
eyes opened wide. I saw his hand, covered with some of my blood, and 
streaked with my Shit. The smell was over powering. I heard him say, 
"Here's what cheap Slutty Whores deserve," as his hand covered my mouth,
and he began to wipe it over my face. I wanted to puke from the smell, 
and I started to gag as some of the Shit was pressed between my lips. He 
pulled my hair hard and I screamed, but it was cut off as he forced all
4 fingers over my tongue.
	He stroked his fingers in and out of my mouth like he was Fucking 
me. My body was wracked with a sick feeling from the bitter taste but my 
Pussy was churning and I started to Cum. He tried to force his fingers 
down my throat as he ordered me to eat it, to Suck him clean. My mouth 
went wild, Sucking and Licking the Shit off his fingers. Swirling my tongue
around each finger, and sucking it to the tip. I swallowed the filthy mess and
licked and Sucked for more. Finally it was all gone, he looked at his hand and
my face and then he spit at me, it hit me above the eye and dripped down over my
cheeks. I knew I had him now, Gail would never let him do this to her, I was
getting him back.
	He got up and said he had to go. After all that I couldn't believe
it but I didn't want him to go. I wanted Jerry to use me again and again.
I knew I needed alot more of this treatment and told him so. I begged him 
not to leave, not to go. He just laughed at me begging on my knees, he 
stood above me holding his rock hard Cock, pointing it straight at my face.
	"I didn't say I had to leave Tramp, I said I had to GO!" Now open 
your little Slut mouth and drink my Piss!" And don't let a drop get on the
carpets! He pulled me closer by my hair while positioning his Cock. There
was a drop on the tip. I opened my mouth wide and stared at his Cock. "What a
stupid little Cunt," was all he said as the stream of hot piss started splashing
onto my tongue. My mouth began to fill and I swallowed. It tastes so foul and it
was so bitter as I swallowed it. I wanted to move away but he pulled my head and
pushed his pissing Cock inside. I started gulping and closed my lips. Sucking
his stream down like a baby sucks milk. It took a lot  of swallows before he
stopped. He pulled out real satisfied, and flicked the last drops on my face. I
didn't even realize I licked at them.
	He pulled on his trunks and threw my bikini at me. I stayed on my
knees. I felt so humiliated and cheap. He was telling me what a whorthless
Dirty Cunt I was, and I knew he was right. I wanted him to use me more. I
needed more. He must have read my mind because he said, "I'm gonna sell 
your Fuckin Tramp body all over this City. You'll Suck and Fuck every 
lowlife drunkin Bum that has Five Dollars to spare. And I'll make Hundreds
on you when I rent you to groups of horny old guys from the conventions, 
or those pimple faced Geeks at the University." "Those big round Tits will 
be mauled and Slapped, Your stinkin Cunt will be a Sperm Bank for anything 
on two or FOUR legs, and that little tight AssHole will be as big as a 
tunnel when everyone's through with it," I just knelt there shivering, 
overcome, picturing it all, as my Climax washed over me. "And when I'm 
finished with your slimy Tramp body, I'll strip you and leave you in a 
dumpster where you belong, with the rest of the garbage!"
	I was reeling, hating him, and Loving him. Disqusted but so Turned
On. I knelt forward and kissed his foot. Lovingly with passion, "Please," 
I whispered, "please." He was laughing as he pulled me out of the van into
the bright sunlight.
	He told me to meet him in Waikiki on the weekend and gave me 
directions. I realized I was still naked holding my suit, I started to blush and
quickly dressed as he spoke. 
	He told me to wear a very sheer blouse with no Bra, garters and 
stockings, No panties, and a short mini skirt. He also reminded me to 
re-shave my Pussy so it was smooth as silk. He said they'd all like it 
that way. Then he slapped my face and told me I was just a Dirty Fuckin 
Whore, then he added, HIS dirty Fuckin Whore. I felt so good, I felt my
whole body shake with joy as I smiled at him. He stared into my eyes for
a second, it was like before I had him back, then he slapped me again and
he walked back to the beach. It was just like before.
	I left the parking lot in a daze, thinking about the weekend, 
I was starting to Cum again.