Chapter 8: Lisa's Dream That night Lisa had a dream. In her dream she was in high school again. She saw herself walking down her crowded high school hallway, wearing her green skirt - this was before it was shortened, knee length. Of course, she didn't have that skirt in high school; indeed, when she was in high school, she wore jeans all the time, just as all the other girls and boys did in real life and in this dream. But Lisa was definitely wearing a knee length green skirt. Conservative, calm, she is stopped by a boy she had dated. Brad. In her dream, Lisa knows that her skirt is very, very strange. It's length . . . changes. It changes when she is aroused. The more aroused she gets, the shorter the skirt gets. As Lisa stands by her locker, chatting with Brad, she is aware of her girlfriends looking at her from across the hall. They see her finger playing with her hair as she chats with Brad, about homework, about the dance coming up, about television. And they giggle as they see her skirt shrink. They know why it's shrinking! Lisa hears them giggle and looks down: half her thighs are now visible. Her legs are naked - she is the only student not wearing jeans, showing off her 15-year-old thighs. They are soft and fair skinned and they seem to glow, and Brad can see them too. Lisa is blushing, and with each blush the skirt goes higher, because she is aroused at the thought of Brad seeing her legs. She cannot make the skirt stop shrinking, so she keeps talking to Brad as if nothing is wrong. Soon her butt cheeks will be poking out, and the giggling will intensify. Somehow, she finds herself in French class - and now she is wearing a cheerleader's uniform. When she will wake up later, she will find the memory of this strange, since there were no cheerleaders at her high school, and she certainly has never donned a cheerleader's uniform in her life. But it doesn't seem strange in her dream. It seems like she was supposed to be wearing it, because the big game was that day, and all the football players need to have their spirits lifted. So she is wearing the uniform, for the football players, who grunt at each other and drool as they ogle her bare legs. Her white and red sweater is tight, showing off the shape of her perky teenage breasts. Her blonde hair is pulled back into two little pigtails - has she ever worn her hair that way? And of course her skirt barely covers her legs. If her green skirt shortened as much as it did earlier, what will become of this very open garment? And she is still aroused, and it does make the skirt get shorter, and shorter. The desks in the room are arranged in a big circle; the middle of the room is empty, and she can feel all the boys and girls in the class, all wearing blue jeans and tee-shirts, looking at her exposed legs. She needs to stop her skirt from getting shorter, or else it will vanish entirely. She has to stop her arousal. She opens her legs, and hears a gasp from the boys across the room. Her hand slips between her thighs, to her extremely wet, bright red cheerleader panties. When she touches them, they completely melt and drip down her leg, making a little puddle on the floor by her feet. At the thought of wearing such a short, shrinking skirt with no panties at all, her arousal doubles, and the length of her skirt shrinks correspondingly. She must stop it! She must get relief! She starts stroking herself, rubbing her wet clit, as the boys and girls all watch with open mouths. The humiliation is overwhelming, but oh the pleasure! As her climax nears, her French teacher, Monsieur Brideaux, slaps a ruler on the desk, "Excusez-moi Mademoiselle!" he shouts. But she cannot stop. He opens his mouth to speak again and says: "Beeeeeeeep" It is Lisa's alarm clock. She wants to return to her dream. What was her teacher going to say? She wants the orgasm - she needs to stop her skirt from disappearing! She slams on the snooze button and falls quickly back asleep. She is dreaming again, but she is no longer in French class. She's at the mall, where all the kids are hanging out. And she's wearing her green skirt again, but this time she is wearing her new stockings and garter. And she hears her friends start to giggle again. Brad is there, looking at video game posters in a store window. She is trying to get his attention, "Brad? Brad? Do you want to fuck me? Brad?" But he is paying no attention. As her friends' giggling gets louder, she realizes she is still aroused. She never got her orgasm in French class! The alarm clock had prevented it. So her skirt is still shrinking! "Brad! I need you to fuck me now!" But Brad has started playing a demo of some game. Her skirt is still rising. It is now at the top of her stockings. "Please, Brad! Hurry!!!" "Hey Lisa," calls Samantha, one of the girls, "nice stockings!" Her skirt is now two inches above her stocking tops, and she cannot pull it back down. There is simply not enough material any more. She tries to look nonchalant as her friends giggle, but she knows everyone can see her naked thighs above her stockings. Soon, her short skirt will expose her bare pussy. The skirt rises higher. "Brad! Fuck me now!!!" Brad turns to her, annoyed, and says "Beeeeeeep." Oh dammit, Lisa says. She looks at her alarm clock. She is going to be late for work. This is not the first time she has woken up from an erotic dream with her right hand on her crotch, so wet her pajama pants are soaked through leaving a small puddle on the sheets. No, it happened one month ago. And probably a month before that. This is the time of the month when Lisa is at her horniest. Of course, she remembers that last month she had no men in her life, nothing sexual in her agenda, and so she lay in bed for nearly an hour fingering herself to multiple orgasms. As she arrived at work, late and exhausted, she rationalized her guilt and emptiness in a language of hormones and biological necessity. This month was different though. This month - this Monday of this month - Lisa had an agenda for feeling better. Yes. She was going to don a new skirt, Steve's stockings, a sexy top, and she was going to march right up to Steve, fresh and on time, and apologize for not following his orders on Friday. She would make it clear that she was still . . . available. For she would be, she drilled to herself: she will do what he asks; heck, what /anyone/ asks, and she will not selfishly amuse herself, no. This time, she will not masturbate without permission. Her morning shower almost made her late again. She could not get her mind off her dream. Brad had never fucked her - neither in her dream nor in real life. Her college boyfriend, Eric; he was the first, and as she recalls, the last, since she decided since then that her own hand did better work than the only cock she ever felt. But she had a feeling that Steve would be different; and he is clearly interested. Lisa realizes as she has these thoughts that she is again stroking herself under the spray of warm water. She snaps back into focus and turns the water off. I must be fresh for Steve, she thinks. A little wet from the shower, legs freshly shaved, she examines her nude body in her mirror. Her skin is fair - almost pale, but very smooth and unblemished. She notices that her nipples are hard from her arousal. She picks out a bra - as she did last week, she chooses a white, lacy bra that adds a little lift and covers her pointy nipples well. She picks out panties: white, simple, functional. She then puts on her new garter belt and the stockings Steve gave her, rolling them very carefully up her legs. She looks at herself again in just her underwear; she looks sexy, but still herself, she thinks. Yes. This is me - the new me. Her spirits brighten when she pulls her new skirt out of the closet. To think, before a week ago she did not own a single skirt; only two formal dresses. But now she has a skirt that she bought just for today, her third, and the excitement builds in her as she considers what it means. This is a skirt. When I wear it, I am making myself vulnerable. Sexually vulnerable. And at least one man knows it, and today I am going to remind him. Suddenly, an image comes to her mind of Steve with no pants and a large, erect penis, nearly ready to plunge into her own very wet slit. She smiles as she pulls up her skirt. She needs this. This morning she pays more attention to her shirt than she usually does, trying on several before choosing a thin, pale blue sweater. It is sufficiently tight that the shape of her breasts is very clear, and it shows off how thin her waist is. It is a little short, and the skirt is a little low on her hips, revealing about an inch of flesh at her waist when her arms are raised, or behind her. Perfect, she thinks. She notes how the outfit shows off the curve of her hips and the fullness of her breasts. She has never felt this sexy - this attractive - in her entire life, and as she drinks a quick mug of coffee, eats a cold bagel, slips on her work shoes, and runs out the door, she thanks Joan again for allowing her to look forward to her day. Chapter 9: A New Skirt The subway is a little more empty today, as she is running about thirty minutes late. Still, part of her hopes that the hand - her hand - will somehow find her again today. She knows the slit in the back of her new brown skirt should make it easy for the hand to find it's way to her bare thighs again. As she stands in her usual place on the train, she feels a scratching at her nylon-covered leg. "Oh!" She involuntarily releases a small moan at the feeling, knowing how good the hand will feel when it starts to rub her. "Excuse me," mutters the businessman behind her. She turns to look and sees that the scratching was the corner of his notepad sticking out of the top of his bag on the floor of the train. There is no hand. And in fact, Lisa looks more carefully and sees that this businessman's notepad snagged her stockings enough to cause a small run. "Dammit!" she says, and then she stares at the businessman, "Watch it, buddy!" "I'm sorry," says the man, but then the train stops and he rushes out. As Lisa walks to her office, the run in her stockings keeps on running, and by the time she reaches her cubicle she declares them a lost cause. As her computer boots, she walks to the bathroom, enters a stall, and takes off her skirt. She pulls the stockings off her legs and removes the garter belt. Dammit, she thinks, I wanted to wear these for Steve when I apologized to him. I hope he understands. Maybe, it occurs to her as she walks back to her cubicle, stockings balled up in her right hand, legs bare, maybe he'll do something to punish me again. The thought wakes up her sex drive again; she feels that spark of arousal and decides that she cannot wait to apologize to Steve. She changes course and walks directly to his cubicle. It's empty. Maybe he's late, or getting coffee. She walks back to her own cubicle and stuffs her stockings and garters into her handbag. She opens up her email program, and a variety of messages arrive. Most are business related, but two are personal. The first reads Lisa - I'm taking a sick day today. Sudden cold. I should be back tomorrow. - Steve Damn, she thinks. There goes her plan. The second email reads Dear Lisa, I think we should talk about what happened on Friday, so that things don't get weird between us. Maybe we can meet for coffee this morning? Best, Cheryl Oh great. Lisa sinks into her chair and says aloud, "I hate Mondays." At about 11, Cheryl pokes her head into Lisa's cubicle and asks, "Is now a good time to talk?" Lisa, who had never bothered to reply to Cheryl's email, hesitates, but then replies "Okay, Cheryl. Let's see if there's a conference room free." Situated behind the (mostly) sound proof glass of conference room #2, Cheryl and Lisa sit in silence at first, following a short conversation about how warm the weather is becoming. Lisa looks at her bare thighs, slightly exposed by her new brown skirt, and tries to remember the joyous anticipation she felt this morning at the thought of giving herself to Steve. A meeting with Cheryl to talk about an obviously mutual embarrassment was /not/ in her plan today. Finally, Cheryl speaks up: "So, on Friday, after seeing what I saw, at first I didn't think I should say anything, because what you do is your own business, but then I thought about the fact that I do need to work with you, and we have to work in an environment in which we feel comfortable, and I think maybe you should keep up the professional environment that all the rest of us do, so that, you know . . . " Cheryl pauses for a moment. Lisa is speechless. Cheryl has short red hair. She is slightly short and plump, but only slightly. She is wearing beige slacks, tight black blouse, and 3" heels. A little bit of makeup makes her face seem girlish; Lisa guesses, however, that Cheryl is about 5 years her elder. Lisa remains silent as Cheryl catches her breath and starts again. "That came out wrong. Look, Lisa, if you think about it, what you do in the public places of this office do affect those around you, like me. I have to admit I was a little annoyed at how you were so blatantly flirting with Steve, . . . and the way you so coldly rejected him, after all that. You need to be a little nicer to him, but most importantly you need to take this behavior out of the office." "Wait a second," says Lisa, "I never `rejected' Steve. I don't think you understand." "Lisa, as I see it, you made Steve think you were interested in him; I saw you chatting with him at your cubicles and at lunch. I saw how you were dressing for him, with those short little skirts and your breasts hanging out of your blouse. And then on Friday you clearly revealed, to me at least, that you were only doing it for self amusement, as evidenced by your . . . displays at your desk and in the restroom. And everyone saw how curt you were with Steve right before you stormed out of the building, not returning. Jeez. Steve must have been devastated. It's no wonder he didn't come in today." "No, wait, Cheryl, you have it all wrong." "Do I? Well, feel free to correct me, then." Lisa begins: "well, I was. . . " and then she pauses. How can she explain this? How can she tell Cheryl about her skirt days, and what they meant to her? And if she does tell her, then Cheryl will know her secret; she will know her vulnerability. The thought of this again causes a stirring below Lisa's waist. She crosses her legs, and her rising skirt reminds her of her dream. I have to tell Cheryl the truth, she thinks, as she feels her courage waning and her panties moistening. "Okay, here it is," she begins. "I was wearing those skirts because Steve told me to. See, I have this rule that whenever I wear a skirt, I have to obey, so Steve was telling me stuff to do. He bought me the skirt I wore on Thursday, and the stockings I wore on Friday, and he made me wear them to work, even though I thought they were too revealing. And on Friday, he made me unbutton my blouse before using the bathroom. That's why I was dressed like that. And on Friday I rushed out because I started to find the whole situation a little too embarrassing, after you saw me, you know, touching myself. So that's why I left." Cheryl looks confused. "I'm sorry - why are you doing whatever Steve says?" "It's because it's a skirt day. It's because I'm wearing a skirt. That's all. It's because I want to, really." Cheryl nods her head. "I think I get it. This is about the position that's opening up. The assistant director position. And the empty office. I've seen the way Jim has been looking at you, and I heard him talking about you at lunch. You're probably flirting with Jim to get the position, and playing your little games with Steve in order to get a good employee recommendation from him." "No, Cheryl. I wouldn't do that. I would not use my body to get ahead." "I didn't think you would either, but how else can I understand this sudden change in your behavior?" "It's very simple, really, Cheryl. I just wanted to feel . . . vulnerable, so I decided that I would wear a skirt and be vulnerable, and Steve took advantage. It's no more complicated than that. It's not about the position. Really." Cheryl eyed Lisa suspiciously. "If it's that simple, then you should be doing what I tell you to do, too, right?" "Well, sure, I guess. I mean, within reason. I'm not going to give you all my money or anything, or take out your garbage, but if you want me to rub your shoulders or something . . . it is NOT about the position!" "Lisa, stand up." Cheryl spoke with conviction, but watched Lisa's response inquisitively. This is it, thinks Lisa. My test. She stands up. "Close the blinds." A little nervous, Lisa closes the vertical blinds separating the conference room from the rest of the office. The windows of the other wall remain open, offering a view of the city from the 23rd floor. "If that skirt means only what you say it does, then take off your sweater." Lisa feels a warmth in her crotch at the command. She looks into Cheryl's blue eyes as she pulls her sweater over her head, revealing her lacy white bra. "The bra too," adds Cheryl. Lisa blushes, and unhooks the bra from behind. She puts it on top of her sweater on the conference table. Cheryl sits back in her chair and looks at Lisa's breasts. "Very nice," says Cheryl, "but not as nice as mine. You skinny girls have your drawbacks." Lisa says nothing. "Okay, you can put the sweater back on now." Lisa reaches for her bra. "Leave that with me," says Cheryl. "I want to see those little nipples pointing through your sweater all day. If they soften up, give them a little pinch to wake them up." Lisa pulls the tight sweater over the breasts and indeed sees her hard nipples clearly through the thin cotton. "I guess I'm going to believe you," says Cheryl, "but I'm not too sure what to think. I'll get back to you." Cheryl takes Lisa's bra and stands up. "I'll be checking on your nipples from time to time, to see if you're really into this or if you're just making up a story." As Cheryl starts to leave, Lisa stops her, and before she has a chance to think about it, blurts out, "Wait, Cheryl, there's one more thing. You see, when I wear this skirt, I also need permission to, you know, masturbate. I was going to ask Steve, but he's out, and maybe he's mad at me, and I don't want anyone else to know, and it's that time of the month when I'm really horny, and so I wonder if you would just give me permission." Lisa closes her eyes in embarrassment. I can't believe I just said that. Cheryl smiles. "We'll see," she says, as she walks out. Lisa looks at her nipples again, still hard and very visible. Right now, her urge to find a bathroom stall and pleasure herself seems overwhelming, but she knows she cannot. She straightens her skirt, summons her courage, and walks back into the office.